lost

why did you do this? (colby)

"Consider this a miracle, this has only happened once before out of the 1000's that had the same risk." The doctor said, " count your blessings."

MAY BE TRIGGERING! PROCEED WITH CAUTION!!

I simply nodded. If this is a miracle, God must've heard my prayers.

OVER

or my thoughts. Maybe not. All I know is that my best friend will live.

"Sam is still asleep but hopefully he will wake soon. Since his lungs function on their own, he should wake up sooner." The doctor breathed out. "However, we can't say when."

I grasped everything that happened, than smiled. This is going to be a great story.

*skip a few hours*

It's 9:00 PM. The days already almost over. It went by so fast. I held Sam's hand, (in a friend way okay! Don't get any ideas :) ) and started talking. I knew he probably couldn't hear me, but I hoped that he did.

Sam's POV

"Sam. I am so thankful that you can breathe on your own. I need to be in your shoes for a day, so I can understand what you are going through. Why didn't you tell me your family is all dead? Except for Allison, of course. I hope I can make you smile. That's my personal challenge, when you wake up. I will make you smile at least once everyday." Colby blabbed on, "Why do you want to die? I hope that you will let me help you. I need you, Sam. Please wake up." He let go of my hand. I can hear his every word, but I can't move. I am stuck. I tried with all my might to say, "please don't let go." but nothing came out. I tried opening my eyes. "Sam, I love you." That struck my heart. He l- No, there is no way. He doesn't. Who would like me? Nobody. He doesn't love you as any more than a friend.

I tried screaming "SHUT UP! STUPID VOICES!" "Sam, you're awake?"

Colby's POV

After I told him I loved him, a few seconds he whispers 'shut up, stupid voices!'.

Sam's POV

I tried screaming again, "NO I CANT WAKE UP! I CAN'T MOVE, NOTHING I DO WORKS EXCEPT FOR SCREAMING ON THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!" "How are you screaming, you are whispering?" Colby said, confusedly "BUT I AM SCREAMING COLBY!" Colby replied "You may think you're screaming but i can barely hear you myself. I am right next to your mouth. That's the only way I hear you." I tried opening my eyes, and it worked. I could see Colby. He had his eyes closed. I tried talking normally. "Am I talking normally Colby?" Colby shot up and his eyes widened. He jumped up and down and shakily said, "YES! I am going to get the nurse!" A few seconds later, a nurse and Colby walk back in my room. " Hello, Sam! Are we feeling okay?" I nodded. I am so glad to be back.

I cant wait for you to read the next chapter :)