Good to be bad .

Chapter 27

Still baffled from the gossip in the bathroom I make my way back to the bar ,

I can't decide if it's Zayn actually wanting me or is it Freya and her sexuality but I think it's the first .

I brush my hair back off my shoulders and I stand at the bar confused and to be honest a little hazy but I sip my beer and shake it from my mind .

I can feel his gaze on me and when i look up i see his eyes burning , a smirk playing on his lips as he watches me closely .

Why hasn't he made the move ? Lets be fair he's not shy and I'm sure he's used to getting what he wants !

Is Freya right ? Does he want me but he doesn't want me ? Does that even make sense .

His eyes soften and he gives me a quizzical look ..

Is it because I'm still a virgin or am I reading too much into this ..

I haven't time to over think it when Freya grabs my arm and hauls me back to the duke box to dance , and just like that I'm like a raving wild child giving in to my drug fuelled euphoria .

Suddenly from the corner of my eye I notice a chavy looking tall man standing by the door way with a straight peaked hat and bright yellow AirMax ..

He makes his way to bar and he's greeted by Harry and Zayn immediately .

They exchange a handshake before Zayn hands him some money .

He counts it and hands his something discreetly before nodding and leaving again .

What was that about ? ..

Pasty winks and he goes and locks the door before turning on the 'closed' light .

My body comes to a halt as I watch Zayn empty out the white powder onto the bar .

I'm curious and I approach him , he looks up immediately excitement dancing in his eyes again and he grabs my hip pulling me into him so I'm standing between his legs .

His sudden act sends my blood rushing to my head and I lean against the inside of his thigh to keep me from crumbling around him .

God he smells so good and I tilt my head up to meet his dark gaze ..

His eyes wander from my eyes to my mouth and he smiles wickedly at me .

"MDMA ? " I ask but he shakes his head .

"Cocaine " he winks and he removes his hand from my hip and places it on the bar , caging me in almost .

"But Why ?" I reply , my curiosity sticking its head in ..

"God .. Your innocence is so fucking sexy " he scoffs and I smile shyly at him .

He thinks I'm sexy ? .. My ego reaches a new high and I giggle At him .

He kisses my cheek softly before Harry hands him a bank card .

Behind the intimating facade Zayn seems to have a playful side and I like it .. For how every long he keeps it .

He gathers up the white powder into a neat pile and starts the crush it with the edge of the card . I watch him with an uneducated look and i tilt my head sideways to look up at him quizzically .

A smile pulls on the corner of his mouth but it disappears quickly ..

"Cocaine will wake you up , What you took earlier was the tablet form of MDMA but believe me the powdered form is best but mixed with this ..-" he laughs ..A bold glint in his eyes "Well this takes it to new heights " he winks .