Prosperous Poetry

It's Christmas

It's Christmas and we're back in contact

I didn't realize I missed talking to you... now I'm thinking back

When we were young and would wish we could be friends forever

We drifted apart in high school... I thought forever turned to never

But since you contacted me I wonder why you did it

I thought you forgot about our similarities and only remembered our differences

How I've always wanted the best for you but didn't know how to express it

I saw you walk out of my life when I thought you were a blessing

Going to church was fun cause I knew you'd be there

We'd sit laugh and pray with zero concerns in the air

As we got older we both changed, you weren't the same girl from the 4th grade

We both made mistakes and it turned the wrong way

I could barely handle the major change

I know I messed up and it was partly my fault

You lost total trust in me I could sense it in your walk

I apologized but you still got up to go

You texted me a few days ago, and I don't want you to go

I've been through too many seasonal friendships to have you come back in my life

This timing is weird... but kinda feels right

The Lord knows what He's doing so I'll give this to Him

You were my first real best friend...

Lord what are you doing?

Please don't put me through this

I don't want to get hurt

What are you proving?