We were just laughing last week
Today was the first day we didn't acknowledge each other... we didn't speak
And it wasn't me... it wasn't my idea
You wanted to be cordial... you want to breathe your own air
Without me in the mix
You said this... you said this
Now our friendship is dismissed
What part do I miss?
That's easy... it's you
Until I told you I missed you and you were too busy to say "I miss you too"
What did I do?
Possible scenarios run through my head
I can't seem to pick and choose
The excitement of your name feels dead filled with attitude
You gave me attitude
With words hung over
I'm holding on to the cliff of forgiveness
Calming my shoulders
Because my shoulders want to cry
They start to tense up when I feel your presence near by
Why?
I ask you why
You wouldn't be able to answer it
You can't even ask yourself that because you know I'm innocent
Ridiculous
How my love for you was taken as oblivion
At the same time... I guess you weren't really into it
So now it's up to you
Cause I'll be here
Either we gon be cordial or friends
I can't do both
I can't pretend...
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Prosperous Poetry
PoetryOngoing poetry on how I felt...today...yesterday...or just in that moment.