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@ryan.williams- "I bought you a plant, a welcome home gift!!"

@user- my heart is swelling tremendously 💓
      @ryan.williams- mine too💕

@misha- that's so cute! Alex looks fine I guess. But for real, welcome back Bread
      @alex8calvert- thanks misha.
       @ryan.williams- thanks mish, ily 💞

@danneelackles- awww welcome back Ryan!!
      @nowandgen- what danneel said, welcome back Ryan!!
      @ryan.williams- thank you both so much!!

@jensenackles- welcome back bread, set was boring without you :(
       @ryan.williams- thanks j :)

@jaredpadalecki- welcome bread, we missed you and can't wait for you to start back up again
     @ryan.williams- thanks Jared :)

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Ryan made her way back onto the set. She walked towards her trailer that had been empty for a week and a half. She'd missed Jared, Jensen, and Misha. Not to mention Alex, he was there with her until Friday. He wanted to stay longer but the crew had only given him 5 days off.

"BREAD!!!" Jensen, Jared, and Misha came and almost tackled her with a hug. She smiled with tears in her eyes, thinking of her sister and mother, thinking of her brother and father. She started crying. Misha and Jared let go but Jensen let her cry into his shoulder.

"It's okay, it's gonna be okay." He shushed her, calming her down, making her feel like she had a dad. But she didn't. She started to cry harder. Jensen smoothed her hair down. She cried until she couldn't anymore. "You shouldn't be here today, let's ditch the set, with the directors consent, and watch movies all day." Jared and Misha went to ask them when Jensen pulled away from Ryan. He wiped her tears as she dry heaved. Jensen kisses Ryan's forehead. "Hey, I love you. Everybody loves you. We all love you. So very much. And we're here. For you." She smiled sadly and gave him a big hug. He held her for awhile until Jared and Misha came back.

"The directors said that they can't cancel a whole day of shooting because of a single cast members mental health but since she's in most the scenes today they just said we have to come back an extra week then scheduled." Misha said. Jensen smiled a dad like smile and wiped a fresh set of tears from her cheek.

"Let's go to your apartment, where's Alex?" Jensen asked. Speaking of him seemed to summon him. He saw tears on Ryan's face from a distance and ran over. He dove in and nearly tackled her with a hug. He grabbed the back of her head and she laid it on his shoulder.

"Are you okay?" He whispered in her ear. She shrugged and he nodded.

"Alright, lets go."

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Alex held Ryan's hand the whole way to her apartment. He wiped the remaining tears off her face and smiled. "No more tears, we've got popcorn, skittles, and Starbucks. Talk about a jackpot!!" She laughed at his enthusiasm and leant against the window, watching the trees fly past them. He hummed a tune as he drummed his finger against the steering wheel. She chuckled at his inability to sit still and turned back to the window.

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"What movie do y'all want to watch?" Jared asked, going through Ryan's DVD's. He passed through many CD's, skimming the titles. "Ooh!! What about this?" He asked excitedly. He held up a box with the title Dirty Dancing. Ryan smiled and nodded. Jared quickly put it in and sat down on the couch.

Ryan's and Alex's hand stayed together in the movie. Her head was also glued to his shoulder. Finally, she fell asleep. Alex turned and looked at her. His eyes gleamed with delight. "You should just ask her out." Jensen commented. Alex whipped his head up to face the 3 men watching him. He glanced down at her and but his lip.

"What if she says no?" He worried. Misha reached over a put a hand on his back. The men smiled and shook their heads.

"Alex, have you seen the way she looks at you? She won't say no. She loves you. You two are best friends. If she did say no, she would be making the biggest mistake of all time. You two would be perfect together. Man up, grow a pair, and ask her out." Misha said. Jared and Jensen tried to hold back laughter as Alex looked offended. "We need more popcorn. Jensen, Jared, lets go out and get some. Alex, stay here with Bread." The older men left and Alex and Ryan were alone.

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Ryan woke up, startled by a dream. She sat up quickly and out of breath. "Rye!! Are you okay?" Alex rushed out of the kitchen and into the living room. He sat beside her and grabbed her hand. She looked up and saw his blue eyes peering into her chocolate ones. "Ryan, I..." He didn't finish, he just kissed her. He kissed her like he hadn't ever kissed anybody before. He kissed her for all the lost time they lost for him being a wuss.

He kissed her with love.

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Okay so I know like this wouldn't actually happen and the directors wouldn't let them leave but like this is fiction. Also it's so hard to type with acrylics.