Fili & Kili

I will never love him

Thorin POV.

"But Uncleeeeee I have better things to dooooooo!" Fili yelled at me.

"No!" I said and raised up from my chair.

"I have to work, and someone have to look after your brother. And that will be you." I say and stopped with raising my voice.

"I don't want to." He said and sat back too.

I stoop up and bent down next to him. "He is your brother, he needs you now." I say and gave him a quick hug.

"Uncle, I will not enjoy it. I will never love him." He said and stood up.

"I'll be at your house, eight o' clock." He said and closed the door behind him.

Fili moved to another place in the city for school. He came home every weekend, but when Kili was born and his mother leaved him and his brother, he never came again. Only on my birthday and on his own.

He is done with school, but still lived in his own house.

I miss him, and I am sure that he will love his little Brother.

I have to work now in another part of the city. And it is not a place for little dwarves.

I told Fili he would live in my house for a while and take care of his brother.

He disobeyed, but tonight he finally obeyed.

He will come home finally.

Fili POV.

'Stupid uncle, stupid Kili, stupid world, stupid dwarves, stupid elves, stupid humans, stupid street, stupid house, stupid door, stupid key, stupid wall, stupid pajamas, stupid bed, stupid blanket, stupid pillow...'

I think, until I finally fall asleep, totally not looking forward to tomorrow.

~~~next morning~~~

I looked out of the window and to judge by the position of the sun, I only had half a hour to go to my uncle.

I almost run to the washroom to clean myself.

I dress myself quickly and made myself breakfast.

I rushed to the door with my bag and breakfast in my mouth.

It is a long walk to Thorin's house. I was already too late.

~~~at Thorin's house~~~

"THIRTY MINUTES TOO LATE!" Thorin yelled in my face. I sighed and dropped my bag on the floor.

"You better be happy that I came." I said and sat on the big couch.

"I don't doubt about you. But I made a list for you to do anyway." He said and gave me the list.

"I have to rush, soooooo... See you later. Read the list!" He said, picked up his bag and closed the door after he waved at me.

I looked at the list and sighed. It was a really long one.

'9 AM wake Kili up, wash him.

10 AM make/eat breakfast, clean up.

11 AM play with Kili, TOGETHER!

12 AM Kili takes nap, you make food.

1 PM wake Kili, eat and clean up.

2 PM let Kili play outside, together.

4 PM clean the house, leave Kili.

5 PM let Kili sleep, you go relax.

7 PM make food, wake Kili

8 PM eat, clean.

9 PM read for Kili, let him sleep

10 PM relax

11 PM time to sleep, tomorrow same thing.

I sighed again and looked at the window.

It was already 9 AM.

I stood up and walked to the room where a door was with Kili's name on it.

I heard snoring from inside. He is still asleep I thought.

I opened the door and saw the most cutest thing I had ever laid eyes on.

I walked closer to the little dwarf and looked at his face.

He looked like a little angel.

"Kili, wake up." I softly say and shake him a little.

"Kili..." I try again

"..."

"Kili..."

He stirred a little then opened his big brown eyes.

"Kili." I say again, while he sat up a little.

"Brother?" He asked and I nodded slightly. Tears formed in my eyes.

I have missed this my entire life. I never saw my little brother growing.

"Brother okay?" He asked while he hugged me tightly.

"Yes I'm fine Kili." I say and hug him back.

How he already loved me while he never met me, that was beautiful.