Irrational // bnha tododeku //

stargazing with him

           " Midoriya." Todoroki lay in the grass his hair uncovering his face , but it was a little too dark to make out any details but his eyes. His eyes. Those damn two colored eyes. Those damn eyes looked up at the stars as they layed in the UA feild , it was mid-break and training camp was coming soon. Midoriya convinced Shoto to get out of that house and come stargazing with him. So he did.

           " Yeah , Sho-chan? " Midoriya easily pulled his attention from the sky above him to Shoto , actually no.. he did that a while ago. About the second Shoto looked away.

           " Do you ever think about how chaotic the stars are..? " His gaze focused on something in the distance , probably a tree , just something to avoid Midoriya's look , hoping he wouldn't catch the pink that spread across his face.

           " For example , some are big , some are small. One will always shine brighter than the last. They dissapear and appear. Some are close together while others suffer the long distance between. Not one star is the same. Not one star has the same relationship with another. " He paused , and Midoriya swore he could see him crying.

            " They're like people. " A small almost inaudible sniffle came from Shoto , and Midoriya shifted so he could sit up , scooting closer as he looked down at his two-toned friend. Crush. Unrequited love interest. Whatever.

             " Sho-chan... " He mumbled , not really knowing what to say or if he should speak to begin with.

             " Midoriya , there's.. there's something I need to tell you , something I meant to tell you at the Sports Festival , but got afraid. I can't tell you now , I don't want to distract you from the upcoming event , but I think its best I tell you after. When we're safe and have no distractions or worries. " Shoto met Midoriya's gaze and shot him a smile , and Midoriya swore he saw extra steam coming from Shouto's mouth , like he was controlling his quirk.

            " Okay. " He gave him a reassuring grin back , holding out his pinkie finger in a childish manner. " Pinkie promise you won't forget? "

            Todoroki laughed , Midoriya never saw him laugh before but... he laughed. It was precious. He wanted to protect that laugh and hear it everyday. That smile , that laugh , the way he scrunched up his face cutely in response to a bad joke. Midoriya was the only one to witness these things , and he loved them. He was in love with Shoto Todoroki.

           Shoto held out his pinkie finger to Midoriya's over dramatically , pretending to forced as he groaned quietly. " Deal. "

           " You have to say it , Sho-chan. Pinkie promise. "

           Shoto sighed , linking their fingers. " I pinkie promise I won't forget. " He tried to hide it , but he laughed fullly , Midoriya unable to resist following up with a small snicker.

           Izuku got injured , Bakugo was kidnapped , Todoroki let him go with him and Kirishima to save Bakugo , he didn't do anything to stop it. Midoriya could've been hurt. Todoroki and Midoriya moved into the dorms forgetting about their promise , until tonight.

[ yawn happy holidays kiddos this was just a flashback chapter during the kiss , midoriya remembering and putting together peice by peice what the fuck todoroki is talking about. it's also showing how the lov showing up could affect the studen't personal relationships in my opinion , and basically just expressing that the kids are learning early about how hero work affects your daily life. ]