A complicated love story(one direction: zayn Malik romance)

goodbye! we will meet again!

guys this chapter is still on zaynys p.o.v!!!!!!! enjoy!!!!!!!:)

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i opened the box and there was another note....

zayny, so you were hungry, yay i was right, lol, i know its just food but i just want to see you happy, you have done alot for me, and this is at lest i can do. hope you enjoy,luv u bestie!!!!

luv ur best frined:Sasha

Sasha i love you too, i picked up the note and kissed it....Sasha i love you too.. and in no time i was crying while reading the notes over and over again. why is this happening to me. the girl i like is never gonna be mine, i would never to be her boyfriend. god....why..oh.why..

a couple of days ago, i loved my life, and now i regret that i ever met Sasha, and fell in love. i was expressing my feelings to the wonderful notes Sasha wrote for me when i noticed sumaiyah and Louis standing in front of me....i quickly wiped my tears so they wouldn't think i was crying.

zayn, is that you, louis questioned

and are you crying, sumaiyah added, they looked at each other in shock

no, im fine, i looked away

but we heard sobbing coming from here, and your the only one here, Louis added

umm, aryan was just here a couple of minutes, he was the one crying, i answered trying to sound confident

ohh really, zayn you know you cant hide anything from me, and what happened yesterday, I'm sure its you the one whos crying, Louis added

what happened yesterday louis?!, sumaiyah questioned in surprise

umm, well zayn here thinks hes going to break Sasha's heart so that's why he wont ask her out, Louis answered

OMG, u like sasha, aww thats so sweet,she smiled

yeah, but zayn i know that's not the reason, come on, cant you tell us, we are both of your closest friends.

i know you guys are, but i dont know.. i turned away

sumaiyah came up to me, zayn come on tell us, we can help, she said

zayn, you can trust us, louis added

can i, i questioned

SUREE!!, both of them shouted

well, Sasha wont date anyone older, and well I'm 6 years older than her, and i dont want her to think I'm those kind of guys, that just becomes girls friends so they can make them their girlfriend, and i think i shouldn't..., my head faced the ground.

aww, zayn dont think that way, i know sasha for years and she loves you, sumaiyah added

zayn, exactly sumaiyah is right, he came and pulled me up

why are you acting like this, you have fell in love alot of times, Louis continued

......, no answer from me

yeah, whats the big deal now, Sasha is awesome and she wont say no, sumaiyah smiled

........., still no answer from me

hahah, zayn your scared of sasha, Louis laughed

shut up Louis, listen zayn, just think of it as another ordinary girl you have asked out before, you can do it, sumaiyah added

i wiped my tears, GUYS PLEASE STOP, AND YOU WANT TO KNOW WHATS DIFFERENT THIS TIME......I LOVE HER.....DAMMIT!!!!! SHES MY EVERYTHING, AND I DON'T WANT TO HURT HER, IVE ALREADY DONE ENOUGH, i shouted and ran out of the room