We drive along and reach the cafe. We're followed by Jin's car, JeSung's car, ChaeYoung's car and Yoongi's sports car ;).
^^ Jin in his car.
^^ JeSung's car
^^ ChaeYoung's car
^^ Yoongi's car
We all walk into the cafe and get the biggest table they have (because there are 15 of us!)
We all order hot chocolate because it's now getting to winter. We also get some ramen.
I go to the toilet whilst we're waiting.
I am washing my hands when JeSung comes in.
"Y/n I can't hide this anymore" I turn to her.
"Wait what, JeSung are you Ok?" She walked towards me and gives me a hug.
"Y/n, I love you. I love everything about you, I love you. It always hurt me when you've said these bad things about yourself." I have a shocked face and then hug her tighter.
"Awww I love you too, you're the best friend I could ever wish for." JeSung stands back.
"No y/n I love you as more than friends, I realised I love you when you started dating Jimin. I tried to hide it by acting, I learned from you because you are such a talented actor. I started to become jealous of you and jimin's relationship but I wasn't jealous of you for dating an idol, I am jealous of Jimin for dating you!" JeSung looks at her feet feeling so shy.
I don't know what to do. I love JeSung too and have done for a while but Jimin. He has become my world I love him too much to just go for someone else. But wait a minute this must be like a prank or something because there's no way that two people like me especially as one's an idol and one's the most beautiful women I have ever met. I'm just me, I'm just my ugly self, I'm nobody. Everyone thinks so I know they do, it might not bother them but I know they think I'm fat and ugly. I hate myself so much and I can't do anything about that. I need to go but JeSung has just confessed to me and I can't leave her like this. I still need to pretend to be ok, I'll use my acting skills.
"I'm sorry JeSung but I love Jimin too much, but you will always be my best friend forever and I love you so much like that." I smile and give her a hug and she looks like she's about to cry. I need to do something quick, I don't know. I need to fix everything I don't know what to do.
I feel weak. My legs start to collapse and I see everything to go darker. I feel a sharp pain in my head as I fell I hit my head very hard on a sink. Then everything goes black.*Thanks once again for reading, this was gonna be a surprise Christmas day chapter but I didn't have time to upload anyway I hope you have had an amazing Christmas and look forward to the new year, love ya ;)*
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Love Myself
Teen FictionA young BTS army is learning to love herself with the help of her friends and her new unexpected acquaintances, her favourite band.