Love Myself

Moving forward....

"Pardon?" I say a little shocked.
"Y/n, I'm sorry you annoyed me and I have been jealous of you ever since we were little. You always had tones of friends who were always around you and they all loved you for who you are not because your parents are rich, like they did with me. So I got jealous and got really angry a couple of Saturdays ago since when I saw you in the street, holding hands with Park Jimin so I got my dad's bodyguard, to like beat you up." She says whimpering but I just stand there saying nothing, my mouth is open and I am just so.....shook.
"But I didn't mean nearly kill you, I was so jealous and when I learned that you nearly died, my heart fell apart. I was so angry for no reason. I hate myself and I couldn't live with what I'd done" she says falling to her knees.
"Y/n I don't expect you to forgive me I just wanted you to know"
I do nothing, my mouth goes really dry and I can't move.
"Omg Hayeon......" I finally say but only in a little squeak.
"I'm so sorry Y/n.........." I just stand there in silence whilst HaYeon softly cries.
"You know how much damage that did to me.....I would've died if Jimin hadn't of found me..." I say to her but it's weird because I don't feel anger towards her, I feel pity and sorrow.
Then I think of my grandmother and how caring and forgiving she was.
"Hayeon........" I say and she looks up at me, her eyes are so red and puffy and her tears are waterfalls pouring out.
"I know how sorry you are and that what you did was 100% wrong, so.....i forgive you and instead of hating each other, shall we be friends?" I say smiling (sort of).
"Ahhhhhh, yes" she says bursting out again and hugging me tightly.

*1 week later*
Hayeon and I have got really close and she's actually such a nice person. As well Aeran and Jooah have become my friends too, but i think that's because they do whatever Hayeon does. However most of the time I have been rehearsing for our dance assessment with Chaelee, Aehee, Jeonghan, Hoshi and Jun, which is happening today. Jesung decided for some reason that she's gonna do it by herself, I understand though because she sometimes thinks that she'll bring us down but we all know that's not true.
When we get into class our teacher gives us ten minutes to warm up and then it's time for us to perform. Jesung runs up to me and gives me the biggest hug ever.
"Go on Y/n, I know you can do this" she says and runs back to the side of the dance floor.
Omg it's my assessment come on we can do this. And we start dancing.

*pretend there is an extra girl and an extra boy*
We finish and wow that felt amazing.
All of our class has performed except from Jesung who asked to be last.
"And Jesung, it's your turn now" our teacher calls her to the floor.
"Ok" she gives me a quick hug and I wish her good luck as she takes the floor.
Just then Jimin walks in through the door.
"Just in time, come on Jimin" Jesung calls him over and her song starts playing and Jimin and Jesung start to dance.

It was so good at one point even the whole class joins in. Jimin walks over to me and hugs me tightly.
"Y/n, you are amazing and so beautiful and I want you to be proud of your body and love your body, because I certainly do" he says smirking and he kissed me softly.
Then the whole class whistle which is really embarrassing because I had kinda forgotten that we were being watched.
"Oh my" our teacher says and I blush.
"Thank you Jesung and Jimin, that was amazing, but now it's time for our whole group performance" our teacher continues and we run to get into our places, whilst Jimin and our teacher sit at the side to watch us.

"Wow you guys I'm so proud of you all that was amazing" our teacher says clapping and so does Jimin.
"Y/n, omg babe I didn't realise you are this good at dancing" he says spinning me around.
"Thank you Jimin, but please put me down" I say trying not to get dizzy and he puts me down.
"Ok shall I get you guys all sushi?" He says as the rest of my friends come over to join us.
"Oh that would be amazing thanks" Jesung says
"OMG JESUNG, I DIDN'T KNOW YOU'D GET JIMIN, OMG YOUR PERFORMANCE WAS SO GOOD" I say hugging her and she smiles softly.
"Y/n, it's fine we both love you so much and we want you to be proud of your body, because it's perfect....now show us your bikini body" Jesung says teasingly pulling my top up a bit before I promptly pull it down again.
"JESUNG" I say as we all laugh and leave to have sushi.

*Thank you guys for reading, it's sad but it's coming to an end, only a couple of chapters left :(, anyway Love ya;)*