え? ZOMBIE? (What? Zombie?) [ on pause ]

Uncureable sickness

Jeri's pov
I sighed heavily while walking to school while my friend ghost was humming a song while walking. " Jeez why are you so happy?" I said grumpily kicking the stone on the ground. Ghost smiled brightly " well!!! I get to call my friend today!"
" what? As long as I know I know that you don't have friends but me." I said tiredly and confused. " well here at school..But I have friend in a hospital!" Ghost chirped. A friend inside a hospital? So mental illness? " Really? What's there name?" I asked curiously. " Well her name is イオ(io) she has a rare condition that makes her highly dangerous.." Ghost said sadly. " hmm..." I mumbled. A condition that makes her highly dangerous... Cancer? Split personality? Nah..that's an over used story.. I looked at Ghost happily smiling and singing while walking. Well if it's something that makes her happy so much then..イオshould be a great person... I don't want to disturb her.. I faintly smiled.

-time skip-

Jeri's pov

" welcome welcome!" Ghost said jumping up and down in the entrance of her house. Her house was a little small but bigger than my apartment. " Exuse me~" I say as I enter the house. "Hey! Take your shoes off!" Ghost said with her shoulders raised. " alright alright geez.." I sighed as I took my shoes off. Her house was pretty clean than my apartment. No pizza boxes lying around and the fridge was actually filled with vegetables. " Your a lot responsible than me huh?" I said sadly as i sink into her sofa. Ghost smiles at me from the kitchen " You know Jeri... Asking for help doesn't make you weak or anything..So if your need healthy food or m-" I quickly stood up from the couch. " NO! I don't need help Ghost!! I live on my fucking own alright?!" I shouted. I was fucking pissed. Who does she think she is? My mom? "No.. Jeri.. I didn't mean it like that.." Ghost said with her voice cracking. " NO YOU DID!" I shouted. Ghost started to cry she was always weak of getting shouted at..That face again..I hated her crying. Ugh.. I remembered what happened to me again.. My past... I dropped on the ground on my knees. I saw Ghost take my pills from my bag and quickly giving it to me. I quickly drink my medicine and lean on Ghost trying to calm down.

"Hey do you know the girl who speaks to herself?"

No..

"Let's make her jump off the roof today!"

NO NO I'M NOT GOING TO REMEMBER THIS AGAIN

" God she's so creepy don't you think? Let's steal her money and take her books!"

NONONONONO FUCK YOU...

" You're such a problematic child!!"

NO I'M NOT..PLEASE HELP ME GET ME OUT OF MY MIND

my parents were not very kind people heck maybe the worse. I was bullied and hated by everyone because I had "Amy".
"Amy" was a demon living inside me. I remember when we first met. It was a long night and  I was waiting for my mom to come home. When she came home I was so happy and hugged her..But she pushed me away and started to stomp into the kitchen. And then..I heard a voice "She's so mean to you...Are you okay?" It was kind worrying voice. It was "Amy".
And of course "Amy" lived inside me so where ever I went she was there too. So of course when i talked to "Amy" everyone in my school was weirded out. So they started to bully me. "Amy" was always there for me. She would say nice words to me and keep me safe. But..The bullying never ended. And one day it went too far and they made me jump of the school after beating me. So I asked for help. I asked "Amy" for help. And before I knew it they were the one to jump off. But I don't remember what happened why they jumped off. But I was happy cause I know that "Amy" protected me.
No one bullied anymore since they would just die. But I started to lose more memories...  When I was 9years old my parents started to hurt me more. I didn't get the grades that they wanted and I was just annoying I guess. One time they were freaking pissed off by me because i tripped and started to cry. My mother hit me so hard that i fell hitting my head.
And when I woke up I found both of my parents committing suicide and me with no scars. "Did you do this Amy?" I asked. "Yes I did. I don't like people who hurts you Jeri" "Amy" said in a angry voice. When the police came they took me to this place and locked me inside this room. I didn't get why but as I stay there I started to realize that they wanted to take "Amy" from me. I was locked inside the room for years. People only talked to me in monitors or computers.

And then it happened "Amy" didn't come back or talk to me.

"Fuck all of this"

that's why I fucking hate everyone.

Everyone lies.