Can't Go On (EXO Fanfic)

Visits

Chapter Two

When I got to the car GD had shades on. As soon as I got on the seat the boys came out looking mad. I know I'm going to get a beating later. "Go." I said. "I don't know the look mad Dragon." GD oppa whispered. "Just go!" I yelled. And we went. I'm really worried for T.O.P oppa. "What happend to your cheek?" GD oppa asked. I looked at rearview mirror to see a red hand print. I just sighed a nd didn't say anything. I honestly don't know what I did to those boys. I just hate that I got tricked by Kris. Ughh!!

By now we got to the hospital and GD oppa was asking which room T.O.P oppa was in. The nurse said it was room 143D on the second level. When we got to the room T.O.P oppa was sleeping. He looked so peaceful. I grabbed a chair and sat by him GD oppa did the same but on the other side of him. So I was on his left by the door and GD oppa was on his right.

I grabbed his hand and looked at GD oppa. He was looking at T.O.P oppa with worry. They are the best of friends just like me with music and my blades. I sarted stroking his hair. It was soft and silky. He started moving his hands and eventually woke up. "Where am I?"said T.O.P oppa. "Hospital." GD said. (A/N: I'm not making her say oppa in her thoughts anymore only when she speaks outloud) "Yeah. You got into a car accident I was worried oppa." I said.

"Sorry." T.O.P said. Me and GD just gave him a hug. We talked and talked. It was already 6:00pm. I was late for making dinner. "Guys I have to go now." I said. I told GD to drop me off at home. While we were driving I looked in the mirror and saw a purple hand print on my cheek. I sighed. Damn it. We pulled up. I gave GD a goodbye kiss on the cheek and got out of the car. I waved as GD drove away. I looked up at the house and sighed knowing what was in store for me. I walked up unlocked the door. As soon as I walked in I was gretted with a slap. It had so much force I fell to the floor and it didn't help that it was my already bruised cheek. "You think you could storm out without us knowing where you were going!" Suho yelled. "You were listening onto my conversation of course you knew where I was!" I yelled back. I regretted as soon as I said it. Xuimin walked up and punch me.

It hurt real badly because his arms were the strongest out of all the boys. I tasted the salty metalic liquid called blood in my mouth and let me tell you there was alot. It was dripping from my mouth. I saw a kick coming and I don't know why but my arms covered my belly. Maybe it was because of my piercing that would have actually hurt. The kick went for my ribs. I had to bite my lip so I didn't cry out in pain. I looked up to see Luhan smirking at me. All of a sudden all the boys joined in and started kicking me. I was painful. I didnt scream or it would have been worse. Then someone kicked me in the face my vision blurred and they stopped kicking me. I saw black dots. I got up and blinked them away.

I fell back down. The boys were watching me as I did this. I crawled to my basement door took out my keys and unlocked it. I quickly pressed the little button on the side. I used the railing for support and went down the stairs. The boys followed. I knew they would. Curios basturds. I used the wall as support and went to the bathroom. I got some gauz and wrapped it around my ribs. My legs hurt so I put some cream. I looked in the mirror. And saw how messed up my face looked. I washed my faced and oped the mirror to see my blade. I got it and cut twelve lines on my left arm. I looked at my right arm where I carved whore on. I should get a tatoo saying. I let my blood drip a little bit as I looked.

When I was finished I washed my arm and put my blade back. When I got out of the bathroom I saw the boys still here. My eyes widened as Sehun was looking at my lyrics on my laptop. I went over and snatched it from him I don't care if I got beat. This was private. I shut it down and looked back at them. I just stood there awkwardly. I wanted to cut again so bad because of how nervous I was. I sub consiously started rubbing my arm. I looked around and saw Tao going into the bathroom. I ran/limped over there and blocked him from going in. I didn't want him to see my blade. He tried getting me out of the way but I stayed. Then they finally left I locked the door behind them and went to sleep.

Three Weeks Later

It's been three weeks since that beating. T.O.P has been better. He's up on his feet. The boys still have been the devils they are. I've been sick lately I think I caught the flu because I've been throwing up. I was thinking of going to the doctor but I'm not sure. I was knocked out of thought as somone knocked on my door. I walked up and opened my door. It was Sehun and hes was crying. I didnt really know what to do so I led him downstairs. Not before pressing the button of course. I sat him down on my bed. I know I shouldn't help him but God said love everyone even your enemies. "What's wrong Sehun?" I asked. "Luh-han hi-it me a-and cheated-d o-n me."Sehun sniffled after his reply. Whoa I didn't know they were dating maybe thier trying to keep it from the rest of the demons. I rubbed his back as he was crying. "Lets just try to work this out. I'll go get Luhan." I said. "Why are you helping me?"asked Sehun.

"God always said love your enemies,and you and Luhan look cute together that will not go to waste." I said and Sehun laughed at what I said then I went out the door. I went up the spiral stairs and into the hall. I walked until I found Luhan's room and knocked. "Come in."his voice sounded like he'd been crying. I walked in and saw Luhan sitting on his bed with his head in his hands. "Sehun told me what happened."I said. He just nodded. I walked up to him and held my hand out. "Come on we're going to fix this." I said. He got up and took my hand. When we got to my room Sehun was pacing around.

"Sehun I got him. Luhan and Sehun sit down." I said. I grabbed my desk chair and faced the boys whom were on the edge of my bed. "Okay we are going to fix this. Sehun tell Luhan how you feel about this situation." I said. "I feel betrayed,confused, and unwanted."said Sehun. "Okay Luhan tell Sehun why you did this to him." I said. "I-I felt like you didnt pay attention to me anymore so I kind of did this,but listen to me when I say this," Luhan took Sehun's hands and faced him. "Saranghae." Luhan said then grabbed Sehun's face and kissed him. Which actually turned into a make out. I coughed and they jumped apart blushing. We stood up. Luhan was behind Sehun giving him a back hug. Luhan's head was on his shoulder. "You guys look cu-" I was cut off bye throw up. I ran to my bathroom and puked into my toilet. I wiped my mouth and turned around. I was met by an emotion that's never been towards me in a long time. It was worry.

"I've been meaning to go to the doctor." I said after washing my mouth. "Can we go with you?"asked Sehun. Why are they nice all of a sudden. "Why are you guys being nice?" I asked. "You saved our relationship its the least we could do after this it will go back to normal." Luhan said. I nodded.

"We're going with your car." I said. During the car ride we were listening to music the two boys were in the front I was in the back. They were holding hands and talking to eachother. Me and Kris used to be like that but now I know it was all fake. When we got to the clinic I walked up to the desk. "I'm here for a quick check up." I said. "Name please." The lady said. "Kim Mina." I said. After that she told me to go to the waiting room.

20 Minutes Later

"Kim Mina" said a docter with a clipboard. I stood up and looked at his name tag. It read Dr.Lee. Me and the boys followed him to a room. I sat on the chair bed thing. "What's been happening lately?" Dr.Lee asked. "I've been dizzy and puking a lot lately." I said. "Have you missed your period." Dr.Lee said. I got a little awkward. "Um it's been only a day late so I've never thought about it. Why?" I said/asked. "Its a possibility that your pregnant." Dr.Lee said. Me and the boys froze for a moment.

I was brought back to reality when Dr.Lee held a cup at my face. He told me to go pee in it. I did and gave it to him. He came back.

"Ms. Kim your pregnant." He said looking at me with pity.

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I am finished with this chapter I hope that whoever is reading this likes it ;) thanks for the support. Uuuummmmmmm I'll try updating really soon. I hope many others start reading and like my story. Bye Dragons <3 Saranghae!