Can't Go On (EXO Fanfic)

Stress

Chapter Six

I timidly stepped out of the kitchen with Tao behind me. I went into the living room and stood infront of the tv. "Y-yes?" I asked quietly. All the boys were smirking except Herm's uncles and Kris who I know was upstairs with the girl from earlier. A loud moan came from upstairs and I cringed. Taemin and his friends looked almost uncomfortable? "Why don't you show our friends that night." Chen said. I nodded slowly and held two finger to my temple. A light emitted from my temple and I brought my fingers down from my temple. I held my fingers back and lauched the light (A/N: like Chen does in Overdose MV, I think). The light exploded and produced an image of me and Kris in bed. After you know what happened Kai told me to cut it off. The images came back into my head. Kai teleported in front of me and slapped me with so much force that I fell. Tao was about to get up, but I shot him a warning look. Kai bent down to my level. He lifted my chin up so I looked into his eyes. I tried not to cry, but one tear ran down my face. I bit my lip and closed my eyes. "Pathetic." He said then spat in my face. His hand left my face and my head jerked downward. I wiped my face. I sighed and stood up. Tao was looking at me with worry. I gave an unnoticeable nod to him. I went outside and took a pack of cigarettes out of my vans. I took one out an lit it up. I took a big breath and puffed it out. While I was doing that I sat down on the steps. It felt good to smoke. I stopped for a while seeing as I'm pregnant, but there was just to much pressure. Maybe I should run away. I don't know.

My cigarette was snatched out of my hand and stomped onto the floor. I looked up to see Kai. What the actual fuck? "That's bad for you." he said. I scoffed. "Like you care." I said. I pulled another cigarette out an lit it then took a giant breath. I puffed out and made the design of a heart. Kai looked at me like I just started World War III. I laughed. I realized what I did and covered my mouth. I thought I saw a smile for a second, but it was replaced with a poker face. "I heard your conversation with Tao." he said. I stiffened. How much did he hear? He cleared his throat. "So you was the one that payed for my hip treatment?" he asked. I nodded. "Why?" Kai asked. I sighed. "Your dance is your oxygen and without oxygen you would die. But then again you guys left me and I'm still breathing." I said and smirked. I got up stomped my cigarette out and went inside. The boys were laughing and I just smiled. My phone rang and everyone looked towards me. I awkwardly shuffled myself into the kitchen. "Hello?" I said into my phone. "Hey Mina what time are me and GD hyung supposed to come over tomorrow?" T.O.P said through the phone. "Be here by 11:30." I said. "Okay see you tomorrow. Bye." T.O.P said then hung up.

I walked out and went to the living room to see what the boys were doing. They were arm wrestling. Xuimin was going against Kris. I smiled a little, but then I realized what I was and stopped. "Hey whore what are you doing here?" Kris asked while holding his hand. "Is there anything you guys want me to do?" I asked. "Clean our rooms." Suho said. I nodded my head and went upstairs. I went to Xuimin's room first. It was only semi messy. I put on the instrumental to one of my songs on, and started cleaning. (A/N:Skyscraper by Demi Lovato)

Skies are crying I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do u have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me

U can take everything I have

As I sang this line I held Xiumin's cloths up.
U can break everything I am

I held the cloths into my chest hand as I sang this line.

Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm mad of paper
And go on and try 2 tear me down I will b rising
From the ground
Like a skyscraper x2

Eyes are smoke clear
I awaken and untangle u from me
Would it make u feel better
To watch me while I plead
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standin on my feet

U can take everything I have
U can break evrything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will b rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper x2

Go run run run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch u disappear
Yeah haa
Go run run run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

I twirled around during this part and jumped onto Xuimin's bed and held my arms up on the last line.

I put so much force into my movement as I sang this next part.
U can take evrything I have
U break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ooohh
And go on and try to tear me down
I will b rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper x3
Like a skyscraper

I sank down on the bed in tears after I ended my song. Someone came in. It was....

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Hey Dragons srry this was short but hey its an update. I hope u had a verry guud Christmas. Bye for now. Saranghae Dragons!!!