Can't Go On (EXO Fanfic)

Confessions

Chapter Three

Recap:

I was brought back to reality when Dr.Lee held a cup at my face. He told me to go pee in it. I did and gave it to him. He came back.

"Ms. Kim your pregnant." He said looking at me with pity.

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I was shocked well I guess things won't go back to what it used to be. The drive back home was awkward until I spoke up. "Don't tell any of the boys I will even pay you not to." I said. "Don't worry I won't tell but you have to let me an uncle to your baby."said Sehun. We both looked at Luhan. He sighed with his etes on the road. "I'm with Sehun."he said. "Okay, your officially family to me and my baby." I said. I slightly smiled because now I know me and my baby won't be alone. "We need an excuse." Sehun said. I thought for a minute. "Hmm. We could say that we went to see some important people." I said. (A/N: I actually took like three minutes to make up an excuse. Lol!) We went inside the house.

It was quiet so I guess the boys were outside. I went to the kitchen looked out the screen door and sure enough the boys were in the pool. It was sunny so I made lemonade and chocolate chip cookies while Luhan and Sehun decided to join the devils. I smiled. I can't wait to make chocolate chip cookies with my child. (A/N: Honestly I can't wait till I grow up and have my own kid.) When the cookies were done I put them in two plates on a tray and the lemonade in a pitcher on the same tray. I also brung twelve cups. When I got outside I put a poker face on.

I put the tray and cups on the table. The boys smelt the cookies and came out of the water. I poured lemonade in the twelve cups and gave the boys a cup each to the boys. I was quiet as I did so. I stood awkwardly then I remembered the tatoo I wanted to get. Now that I'm pregnant I feel more like a whore. I also wanted to get stuff for my baby room. I'll use the little room by my dance studio. I'll make it galxy theme so my baby at least has a little part of it's dad.

I was still outside standing. I took my phone and dialed my tatoo guy. I got a distance from the boys. "Hello"Bob my tatoo guy said. He knows me as Dragon. "Hey Bob its Dragon I need a new tatoo can you do it for me?" I asked. "Yea sure. See you later?" He said/asked. "Yea" I said and hung up. I went to my room dressed as my Dragon self. I put make up on my twelve recent cuts and left the word I cut on myself untouched. I stole Luhans keys and went to Bob's house.

When I got there he already had his tatoo stuff made up. I sat down and showed my arm. "Write over it the same word though and make it a blood red but also make it a beautiful font." I said. He looked shocked but did it anyway. It took an hour but it was worth it. After he put a bandage because it was sore. I gave him 100won. "A/N: Idk how korean money goes. But im aiming for $100.) I went back home and changed into some sweatpants and a sweater. I wanted to try my new song out for the club. (A/N: What The Hellby Avril Lavigne)

U say that I'm messing with your head

Yeayea x2

All because I was making out with you friend

Yeayea x2

Love hurts whether its right or wrong

Yeayea x2

I cnt stop cuz I'm havin to much fun

Yeayea x2

Your on your knees begging please stay with meeee

But honestly I just need to be a little crazzzyyyy

All my life ive been good but now