Can't Go On (EXO Fanfic)

Visitors and Debts

Chapter Five

I woke up to a banging on my door. I look at the alarm clock on my bedside table it said 12:00AM. I looked around my room. No studios shown. Good. I got up,and went into the door. I opened it to see a scared Tao,and a pillow clenched into his hands. I am so confused. Why is he here? I studied his face. He had red puffy eyes,and tear stained cheecks. I walked back down the stairs,and he followed behind me. Not before closing the door of course. I sat on my bed,and Tao followed. "Why are you here?" I asked quietly. He was quiet for a moment. "I had a nightmare." He said. "Why didn't you go to Kris?" I asked,again quietly. "He's having sex with some slut right now." He said. I nod,but feel a pang in my chest. Wow, me being pregnant,and him fucking sluts. Awesome! Note the sarcasm. "Why did you come to me then?" I asked quietly. "I didn't want to wake the boys up." He said. "What am I supposed to do to help you?" I asked quietly. I looked up at him not meeting his eyes,but it was better than having to keep looking down. He shrugged. I took his arm and kind of pulled him to the bathroom. "You should clean your face." I say. He nods goes in, and closes the door. "Lee." I said. "Yes Mina?" Lee asked. "Couch." I said. A couch flipped up from the floor a few feet from my bed. I turned around to face the bathroom. Tao was there with a towel, and was wipeing his face. He gave me the towel and went to the couch. He then layed down. I walked to my closet and grabbed a pillow and some blankets. I gave him the blankets. I layed back down on my bed and looked up at the ceiling wondering about life. "Mina how do you feel about Kris?" Tao asked.

"There is nothing to feel. I was stupid to trust him. That's what I feel. Stupid." I said. "What did you think before you found out." Tao said. "I felt loved. I thought we were perfect. He made me feel happy. Until I found out all our smiles,kisses, and hugs were lies. I feel betrayed and unloved. After the love I thought we made. I felt like a worthless whore who doesn't deserve love." I said. Tao said nothing as if he was processing what I said. "What was your nightmare?" I asked. He took a deep breath. "You killed us all for revenge." Tao said. "As much as I hate you guys I wouldn't." I said. Tao sighed in relief. I turned on my sid and let the darkness take me into a dreamless sleep.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm. Today was friday. I'm not sure if I have anything today. I looked over to the couch. It was empty Tao must woke up early. I went into the bathroom did my daily routine. I changed into sweatpants, a tanktop, and some vans. I went upstairs. I didn't hear anything the boys must still be asleep. I went to the kitchen and started cooking. I made omlets with cut up bacon and cheese in it. Then I put them on plates with a glass of orange juice on the side. I made thirteen omlets, but mine looked a little smaller than the boys. I felt pounding footsteps coming down the stairs. I just kept washing the dishes. "How come there are only twelve?" Kris asked. I turned to him and the boys. A girl was holding onto his arm. I just got my plate and put it by him and made a glass of juice. "Do you expect her to eat this little thing!" Kris yelled at me. I flinched. "I'll make a bigger one." I said. "It's okay. I don't eat much anyways." The girl said in a snobbish voice. Whatever. Maybe I can try to do something today or maybe record a new song. The house phone rang and I went to answer it. "Hello?" I asked. "Um it's Taemin is Suho there?" Taemin asked. I went over to Suho and tapped his shoulder. "What!" Suho yelled at me as he turned to face me. "Taemin is on the phone." I said quietly but loud enough for him to hear me. I handed him the phone. They talked for awhile. Suho finally handed me the phone. "Prepare snacks thier coming over." He said.

I nodded and put the phone back on its holder. I sighed what a life. The boys and girl slowly left the kitchen. Only Lay, Sehun,and Luhan were with me. I started making some snacks. "Maybe you should have some breakfeast first." Lay said. "I can't I'll just have to live through it." I said. "What about Herm?" Sehun asked. "Herm is strong just like its mommy." I said then laughed. Lay came around to me and put his hand on my stomache and his hand sparkled a little. "Well it seems to be healthy." He said. I smiled in victory. "I can't wait to take pictures tomorrow." Sehun said jumping up and down. "What I can't wait for is to see if its a girl or boy." Luhan said. We all nodded in agreement. "If its a girl I'm going to dress her up all the time." Sehun said. "If its a boy me and Luhan are going to teach him guy stuff." Lay said. Luhan nodded in agreement. "Whatever guys." I said in a playful way. We all began to laugh. Tao then came in and we went quiet. "So what's this talk about Herm and mommy?" Tao said. I stood frozen. What will he do? He walked towards me. I flinched and put my arms in front of me and closed my eyes. I felt my shirt being lifted a little. I was scared is he going to hurt me. I soon felt a soft pair of lips on my stomach. I opened my eyes and put my hands down. Tao was bented down kissing my stomach.

I hesitated but put my hand on his head and rubbed his hair. He looked up infront of me. His hands were holding my hips. "So that's why you had baby stuff in your bathroom. I was wondering why, but now I know." He said. "Are you going to tell Suho." I asked. "No, but this is Kris' baby?" He asked. I nodded in shame. He stood back up. "I want to be an uncle to." Tao said then jumped up and down with hopeful eyes. How could I resist an adorable panda? I nodded and he hugged me. I was suprised but hugged him back. "So what is this picture thing." Tao asked. I started on the snacks. I should make sandwiches, and cheese on crackers. With coffee, and juice if they don't want coffee. I nodded to myself. "Tomorrow we are going to take pictures with Mina so she can presrve memories and put it in her baby book. We already got pictures of her first month." Sehun said happily. "Can I come?" Tao asked. "Sure be up at 11:30. We will be leaving at 12:00. I'm pretty sure the devils will still be asleep by then." I said as I was preparing the snacks. "You called us devils?" Tao asked in amusement. "Yeah." I said. "I can see why." He said while nodding. The doorbell rang. "Hey whore open the door!" Yelled Chenyeol. I sighed and walked out of the kitchen to the door. I opened the door to see a happy faced Minho. They all stepped in and greeted the boys.

They were in the middle of a conversation when I brung in the snacks I made. "I owe to the bank man and it's bad. I owe them $1,000." I heard Xuimin say. I pretended like I wasn't paying attention. I sneaked a peak of his face. It pained me to see the worry of his face. Maybe I could help him. Yes, I know he treats me badly, but besides that he is still the same Xuimin I used to hang out with. After I placed the snacks on the table and I walked out. I walked into the kitchen. I sighed. I took my phone out and texted Luhan for his keys. A minute later he came in and gave them to me. "What are you going to do?" He asked. "Business." was the only thing I said. I went to the garage and into the car. As I was driving to the bank I got a text from Lay. He asked me where I went I said business. I parked the car and went into the bank. I walked up to the front of the desk. "I came on the behalf of Kim Minseok." I said. "What may I help you with?" He asked. "Can I pay for his debt with my money?" I asked. He nodded his head. "Its $1,000." He said. "Just take the money from my account then amediatley call him, and if he asks it anonymous." I said. "Okay I need your name for your account." He said. "Kim Mina." I said. He nodded typed thing into the computer looked up and sighed. "Done with the transfer." He said. "Thank you, remember anonymous." I said and left.

When I got home the boys and their friends were still talking. I walked to the living room. When I walked in everybody looked towards me. "Hey whore what are you doing here?" Chen said. "I just came to pick up the plates." I said quietly. I walked over to the coffee table and picked up the plates. Xuimin's phone started to ring and he picked it up. "Hello." he said. After a minute he jumped out of his seat. "My debt is paid, but how?" he asked. I was smirking on the inside. "Anonymous?" he asked. After awhile he hung up the phone. I went to the kitchen and started washing the plates. I heard someone come in. That someone happened to be Tao.

"You payed." he said. I just nodded. "Why?" he asked. I sighed. "Even though you guys abuse me and hurt me. I still worry for you. I feel as though I have to take care of you. You guys are still the same I'm just left out." I said. "So it was you who gave me a new staff when mine broke." Tao said then laughed. I chuckled. "Yea." I replied.

"Whore come over here!" Kai yelled.

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Sorry I haven't updated. I have been dealing with school and familly issues. I hope you liked this chapter. Saranghae Dragons<3