Tailing Ghost | SOPE

The Human Can Feel Lonely Too

He never told anyone about his past, not even Hoseok. He didn't want to recall either and that's why he dyed his hair multiple times. Anything than a jet black or any raven would do because that was when he was the worst.

"P-please! I don't have any money left!"

"Do you think I care? Get him boys."

He was the leader of a fairly large gang from a semi-big city. Everyone was afraid of him from the school to the streets. His family would stress about his behavior and he wouldn't care less about them.

He shows no mercy to anyone. There is no give, there is only take. Status? Doesn't matter because Min Yoongi has it higher than any king.

It wasn't only limited to bullying, he was also a drug lord, needless to say that he smoke the things he sell. Basically he was a rebel, a rich rebel to be exact.

But there was a reason he changed. There was a reason he changed his color, it was after an accident that he finally knows karma is indeed a bitch before then he changed to a new person, avoiding every raven part of his life which is why he always choose the colors that are bright.

The reason why he changes is—

"Hoseok, Remember when I said my dad died?"

The ghost turns around, previously crossing his arms angrily but now interested "Yea."

"My mom, dad and siblings all died when we were on our way for a family trip. I was the only one that survived the incident." Yoongi leans himself in Hoseok's back before his arms tug around the ghostly shirt.

"I'm all alone. Before you came I was all alone, I'm pathetic but I get lonely so when you were here I'm glad." His voice started to cracks, Hoseok quickly noticed that he was crying. "I—I'm selfish I-I know but I have this feeling when you get your memories back you'll leave me.."

"Yoongi I won't leave you. Even if I'm in peace I still won't leave you!" Hoseok turns, he grabs Yoongi's arm and pulls him close. He was able to get a clear look at Yoongi's honest eyes, eyes of those who are afraid to lose someone "I won't leave you.. ever.."

Yoongi sniffles. "T-thank you.." weird how he has never been this weak before. Perhaps Hoseok was the first, Hoseok was glad if he was the first.

"Yoongi, do you know why I won't leave you?" Yoongi shakes his head as he was on the ghost's chest.

"Because being with you gave me a lot of emotions. Sure you were stubborn and you didn't want to talk to me at first but— everything is different. I saw all the sides you kept hidden from me. Anger, happiness, stubbornness, sadness and I realize I like all that side of you. And when we kiss— I uh- like it! I don't even want to switch bodies with you I just want to kiss you because it makes my cheeks hot, my heart flutters and I feel butterflies on my stomach! It's really weird, I swear it's weird. Is this what ghosts are supposed to feel?"

Yoongi looks at him weirdly. Slightly, his eyes were a little bit more open than before and his lips formed a quick o. And then that comes next was a beating red face and an energetic heart.

"So— uh- you like me..?"

Hoseok gave a quick thought before his pale cheeks were red itself. "I-I think I do. Do you?"

"Yea.. I do. More than just an annoying ghost friend." He didn't think long to answer.

"You know what Yoongi." Hoseok sits up, he left Yoongi's head to the bed sheets to suck in a good breath. "I love you!"

If Hoseok says it out with his whole chest then so will Yoongi.

"Well I love you more!"

Something inside Hoseok stirs for more.

"I love you most!"

"I love you most-most!"

"Yoongi, we should get to sleep before I kiss you!"

"Well kiss me!" Wait what? Hoseok stops arguing to gain a better look at him. All shy under the reflective moonlight.

"Kiss me." Yoongi repeats.

As Yoongi wish. Hoseok leans in with his back. His eyes were closed and so was Yoongi's but they were experienced enough to know the location of each other's lips. Ah, it feels nice. The tenderness they each give felt like they were moisturized properly before this, it feels like the surface of something soft and sweet.

They pull back, they were in desperate physical condition. "I want my body back." Yoongi leans in again but Hoseok knows this was just an excuse for another kiss. It felt like nothing before, no sense of lust, no advantage taking, just a kiss that's full of affection.

Maybe it was time to forget about trying to regain lost memories, it was just the time to make new ones.