Close As Strangers/5SOS Fanfiction (ON HOLD!)

Confused

Nicole's POV

I was sitting on the couch bored because Luke went out to get food. Calum walked up to me and sat on the couch. "U-umm can I talk to you for a minute" he said. "Ya, what's up" I said. "Please don't say anything to anyone especially Luke, this stays between you and me ok." He said seriously. "Ok, now tell me" I said wondering what it would be. He leaned towards me whispering in my ear something I didn't expect him to say. "I like you, but I can't have you because of Luke." He looked at me and then smashed his lips against mine. It didn't feel right at all, what if Luke walked in and seen us. He pulled away and left. I sat their speechless. Corynn walked in "Are you ok Nicole" she said I just shook my head. She sat down 'what's up you were fine a minute ago and now your not something happened what happened." "I really don't wanna talk about it right now" I said to her. "Ok" she said. Luke came back and sat by me, "are you ok, you look like you've seen a ghost." He said. I got up, grabbed my backpack that I carry everywhere and left I couldn't stand being here I didn't want to tell him but if I stayed any longer I would have. I started running down the street not caring if I get seen by anyone I had tears streaming down my face. Their was a park their and it was pitch black out all you could see were some lights from the buildings by it. I searched threw my backpack looking for something I thought I would never use ever again but it came back. I found it and looked at it, I put it over my wrist and dragged it across crying even harder..1...2...3...4 cuts were on my wrist and then suddenly I blacked out.