My ex
I open my eyes
To find that the sun is setting it's getting dark
I get out the bed and go downst airs to the living room
Turn on the tv to watch love and hip hop
This my shit I can laugh and tune in to this shit
10 minutes later the door opens
Its baby
He closes the door, stands and stares at me
Walked over to me and sits nxt to me
Him: what u watching
Me:(not saying nothing)
Him:u don't hear me talking to u
I said: I hear u but I'm still mad at u
Him:( takes the remote out my hand)
Baby please listen to me I have never felt the pain u felt until u found out I cheated I am so so so sorry I don't wanna make u cry anymore
Me:( not saying nothing)
Him:u don't have to say anything jus believe me that's all I'm asking
Me:dude I have nothing to say n I damn show,not gone believe shit that come out ur mouth I love u but u went below the belt
Him: so what u wanna do
Me:I wanna watch my damn tv show
Him: you know what bitch watch yo stupid ass tv show
(Stands up n say)
Oh yea and that's y i been cheating on yo dumb ass and oh yea Asia she 6 months
( I stand up turn the tv off turn towards him looking at him...then slap him)
Me:get the FUCK OUT n don't come back go be with that bitch cause u ain't bringing yo ass back here
Him: bitch this my house to I ain't go in no fuckin where but u can
Me:you trippin trippin(n sits back down) i paid for this house jus as well as u did so therefore I'm gone sit my ass where ever I want thank u
Him: you know what fuck u I'm gone don't try to bring yo ass back to me
Me:( Laughing hard)
He storms toward the door
But before he leaves
Him:I love u
Me:boy bye don't let the door hit u in yo ass on your way out (laughing).....
My phone rings
Me: hello
Babydaddy: hey wassup
Me: hey
Babydaddy: you good
Me:Yea I'm ok
Babydaddy: girl stop lieing
( break down n cry)
Babydaddy: I'm finna come thru
Me: no no it's ok I'm fine I jus wanna be alone how's the boys
Babydaddy: they good they playing the game
Me:oh ok well kiss them for me imma call you later
Babydaddy:you sure u ok
I said: yea I'm good I promise I'm always good
He say: ok (hangs up)
( I then sit there on the couch starring in deep thought trying to figure out what went wrong in this relationship)
Like is it me am I not being the woman I'm suppose to be)
My phone rings again but it's text message
It's a number on there that I don't recognize
It said hi
I text back and said: who is this
He said yo ex
I said: hey
He said: wyd
I said: oh nothing jus.......
He said:don't lie to me I know u
I said: it's nothing
He said: ok where u stay at
I said: y
He said: girl where u stay at
I told him
But before I can get the last word out he hung up
He took forever to come so I went to sleep
(1 hour later)
there was a hard knock at the door
It wakes me up I thought it was baby
I answered the door n it was him
He was tall bout 6'2
Dark skinned got dreads
Tatted everywhere
Smile so pretty
It made me stare
He said: you ok
I said: oh yea I'm good ummmmm come in
He came in the house looked around
He said: damn nice house
I said: thank u baby I mean thanks
He turns to look at me and seen I wasn't looking so good
He says: u sure u ok u look upset
I says: yea y u ask me that I'm fine ( walking toward the fridge so I don't look at him)
He then takes my hand n pull me close to him
I look away
He grabs my face so that I'm not able to look anywhere else but in his eyes
Ohhh what dreamy eyes
It made me melt
( he had me up against him so tight it hurted me when I tried to back away)
He said: know look here girl imma take u to that couch n u gone tell me what's wrong with u.....
I said: ohhhkkkkk sheesh can u let me go know
He then let's go
Takes my hand n pull me to the couch
We sit down
So what's wrong with u y u look like that
It took me a min to tell him
I told him how I found out baby cheated by go in thru his phone then the bitch had the audacity to come to my house n tell me he got her pregnant
we had a an argument he told me he been cheating n the girl is 6 months pregnant
He says: wait a min the girl is whaaaatttt
N he been whhhaaaattttt
Boy he'll naw that nigga need his ass whooped I wish my girl would
I said: (under my breath) I wish I was your girl
He said: huh what u say
I said: huh uhh nothing nothing u hungry want some to eat
He pulls out his phone n it was a girl n him on the phone hugged up looked jus like the girl that showed up at my door
I ask him:ummm I don't mean to be all in yo business but who is that ( pointing at his phone)
He says: that's my girl
I said: hold on u got a girl then y u here
He said: cause I care bout u still n to tell u...
I interupt him
I say: can I see a better picture of her if u don't mind
(He looks at me wondering y I'm asking)
He then opens his phone and goes to his pictures to show me a better image of her
I jump up out my seat
He goes: you good what's wrong
I go: ummmmmm that hmmmm ( pointing at the picture) that girl she she ummm
He goes: she what, what bout her
I go: SHE WAS HERE!!!!
He lookes at me then look at his phone
He say: she was here how,why,when
I then stare off in to space reminiscing bout what went down with the girl
I ask him: what's her name
He says: Asia y
I then start to really back away
He says: girl wtf is wrong with u u scaring
Me
I say: that bitch was here telling my nigga that she pregnant by him
He says:GIRL HE'LL NAW U TRIPPING
I say: I swear I wouldn't lie to u
He says: I'm finna find out
I say: why would u do that
He said: cause I'm finna find out
He then picks up his phone and and dials her number
She didn't pick up
He calls again she didn't answer
He kept calling then after the 5th time she picks up
He says: man wtf y u not answering your phone
She says: I was in the shower
He says: iight so u been at my ex house
( putting her on speaker so I can hear)
She says: no y u ask me that I don't know your ex
He goes: really know so is that's my baby in your stomach
She says: of course babe y wouldn't it be
We Then here a voice say wtf bitch stop lien
He puts his hands over my mouth cause he knew I was gone say something)
He says: who the fuck is that what bitch ass nigga u got at my fuckin crib
The voice in the background says bitch as nigga I ain't no bitch
He says: yea iight nigga I'll find out
He then let's go of my mouth
I yell out: that's my fuckin nigga bitch
The phone hangs up.....
I say: see I told u
He says: u told me what
I say: if that's my nigga in the background then of course your girl was here
He say: I'm callin her back
He calls back
She answers
She says: yes baby
He says: bitch don't baby me who df was that n y u hang up when I ask u what i ask u
She says:WHAT u ask me
He say: is that my baby in your stomach n who is that nigga in the background
She say: boy don't worry bout who in the background know good bye
He says: bitch u hang up in my face I'm gone kill u
Knw answer my fuckin question
She says: you know what I'm so tired of u disrespecting me the nigga in my background is yo ex bitch nigga
( he looks at me)
He says: ok hoe we done fasho know is that my baby or not
She says: HELL MUFUCKIN NO (Then hangs up)
( I'm so furious I grab my keys n try to leave)
He goes: where u going
I go: to your house
He says: you don't know where I stay
I say: I know that's y u finna go with me so u can tell me know let's go
I storm out the house he grabs me n stops me
He says: no no no no stop I know u hurting n I know u gone fuck up a bitch quick but fuck them man I didn't love or like her ass anyways u can't turn no hoe into a house wife literally
I say: I can't take this shit no more dude I jus want this hurt to go away fuck man ( starts crying again)
He held me like I've never been held before n I was missing it
He says: it's ok beautiful we gone get thru this together I promise
I pull away
I say: what do u mean we
He says: me and u..... look what I wanted to tell u is I've missed u so much since we broke up like i couldn't stop thinking bout u I want u back
(I then look up in his dreamy eyes
Feeling so woosy like I had to puke
I then ran to the bathroom cause I was finna vomite I got to the toilet jus in time he ran after me to hold my hair)
(After I was done I brushed my teeth n washed my face and went to lay down)
(He came to lay with me)
I say: y are u doin this u wasn't here for me then
He says: cause I realize what we went thru wasn't no reason to leave u i knew u needed me then I jus didn't know how to be there for u
I say: but u act like it wasn't ur problem either like he wasn't your son either
He says: I know he was I was jus so hurt I ran away it wasn't nothing towards u I promise
(He then holds me more closer I start to feel weird again like i was finna vomite again i ran to the bathroom cause it was coming up)
He says: u ok
I say: idk I'm scared
He says: u wanna go to the hospital
I say: yes
(He then helps me put on my shoes)
(He grabs the keys off my dresser n helps me to the car)
(I usually drive but he does this time)
(I put my head on his shoulders he holds me the whole way to the hospital)
(1 hour later and we arrive)
He gets out first to help me out
And we walk in the hospital like we are a couple)
(We go and register me in
The whole time he hasn't moved from my side)
(2 hours later my name gets called I don't threw up 5 times already)
(The doctor calls me to the back
We get to a room)
The doctor: ok miss what are we in today
I say: I've been throwing up all day
The doctor: well is it possible you could be pregnant
I look at my ex he looks at me
The both of us say: nooooo
The doctor: do u want to find out jus in case
I say: yea sure I guess
The doctor says: ok I'll have the nurse come in and assist u on that
I say: ok
The doctor says: anymore questions
I say: no
He then leaves the room
My ex say: you think u prego
I say: no i can't be
He says: what if u are
I say: I don't wanna be
My ex says: if u are i got u I won't leave this time even tho it's not mine
His phone rings
He says: the fuck this bitch want
He picks up
He says: WHAT u want hoe
She says:where you at
He says: y u worried bout it
She says: u bet not be with that ugly ass girl
I say: and what if he is
She says: girl imma kick yo ass he is still my nigga n always will be
He says:girl I ain't shit to u I belong to her again so stop callin my phone
She says: but baby I miss u
He says: girl don't u got a nigga bye
She says: don't hang up please
He says: WHAT u want
She says: I miss u come back
(The doctor then comes in with the nurse,
He hangs up the phone n put it on silent)
The nurse said: well sweety u are pregnant
Me and my ex both look at each other
I start to cry
The doctor say: congratulations
I say: thank u
He gave Me some papers that had some instructions on it bout what to do from know on
The nurse said: know u also have to be careful cause we also noticed u are in a lot of stress so jus follow,the directions on the paper n u should me fine ....we gave u an appointment for your nxt time to come in to see if u and the baby are ok
I say: ok thank u
The doctor: any more questions
I say: no thank u
The doctor say: ok well u have a wonderful day congratulations on your family ( shaking me and my ex hand)
(The doctor n the nurse walks out the room we follow)
(We get to the car n at first it's quiet)
My ex says: look at u smiling so hard
I say: I'm so happy it's been 5 years since our son died n I get blessed with another baby
He says: well I'm here for u( grabbing my hand)
I look at him really not believing a word he says
He says: u looking at me like u don't believe me
I say: I don't
He says: well can I show u
I don't say nothing
He says: please
I say: oookkk but no rushing I gotta,see if u serious
We then take off to go home 1 hour later we make it home we see a yellow car in the drive way
He says: OMG WTF DO SHE WANT FROM ME
I say: ok so bitches ain't learned ( getting out the car rushing to her car she sees me then gets out)
He stops me
I say: move out my way
He says: no u can't be under no stress I'll handle it please I'll die if some happen to u
(Asia then says,some in the car to where the other person gets out)
Baby gets out the car
I shake my head n this,time I'm more furious
Ready to fight
I'm trying my hardest to get past him
My ex: girl xalm,down please
I say: nooooooo I'm finna whoop both they ass
Asia: girl u ain't gone do shit I'm pregnant
I aay: bitch u bold enough to come to my house pregnant u bold enough to get that ass whooped pregnant
Baby say: naw let the bitch go she hit my baby imma beat her ass
My ex then turns around n says what nigga
Boy u hit her we fighting
Baby says: what's up then nigga
I say: EVERYBODY JUS FUCKIN STOP nobody fighting anybody
If we fight we all go in to jail
So asia u can leave n baby so can u
Baby says: come on Asia
Asia says: I ain't goin nowhere till I get what I want
My ex goes: well u can stop trying cause I don't want u
Baby goes: nigga she don't want u wait till I put it down on her she gone forget u jus like everybody else did
My ex then tries to hit him but I stop him
I say: babe!!!......
He looks at me surprised
I say: he ummm.... he not worth it let's go in the house
My ex: you right but let me jus say this one thing
I say: what's that
My ex say: aye bro she ain't leaving me ( rubbing my stomach) so gone bout yo life homeboy
He then takes me in the house
I look back n see that Asia and baby are stunned
It made me feel so good I laughed at them
Baby shakes his head n get in the car n start it up while Asia is still standing there like she so confused bout to cry
Baby says: girl get in the car
Asia says: WHAT jus happen
Baby says: I'm a daddy again
Asia says: naw really dumb ass
Baby looks at her and almost slapped her
He says: girl u better calm down with the name calling da' fuck wrong with u
If u can't appreciate me leaving her for u then imma leave your dumb ass
Asia say: nigga u left me in the house we got together to be with her so y should I
Baby says: cause daddies back
Asia say: yea whatever nigga and starts laughing
