A year has past and I still couldn't believe my fiancé is gone no words can explain how much I miss him but I can't keep stressing over it letting it bring me down I won't let him go but I will always love him, I gotta move on plus I have a daughter to take care of jus thinking bout how she will never kno her father breaks my hearts but I will make sure she is straight
Melody is actually turning 1 in a couple weeks and I need to keep my head up for her but on the other hand baby had a will and left enough money to last a decade i don't kno how and when he got the money but he did
Lord do I miss him I'm always thinking bout him I see his shadow every night walking thru the house, looking at melody while she sleep he even would lay in bed with me and whisper I love u qui and before I could look he'd disappear, tears would roll down my face every time wishing this was all a nightmare and I would wake up nxt to him but it was real I could never even think bout another man, me and my daughter gone be good I'll make sure of that
