This story is about a girl(Y/N) who goes from depression for grades. She had good grades before but suddenly everything dropped something from her went missing. She was Asian. She felt as if she was disgrace to her own race that she hated herself...
It's been an year since I've had bad grades, and the struggle I put was more than my body could handle. I really don't care, my life was terrible, I am not happy but at least I am not hurting people around me.
I finally feel as I am allowed to have a crush. Last year I felt so worthless I forced myself from having a crush. I have had a feeling for him since middle school, his name was Skyler. He has the most beautiful smile that my heart aches when I see him.
I feel as if he's started to like me back. I started to take Harmone pills(a/n dunno if that's a thing) to get rid of my acne and I like the end result. I've lost weight from not eating properly because of the need to study.
I just feel great at when I am with Skyler. He was in my study group and he is funny, intelligent, and nice. Whenever I get humiliated in class he would comfort me and that made me like him.
I hope I have a great relationship someday, I really try my best but it is so hard not to show it. I wish I could confess to him but, it is so hard when you are still trying to gain your self-esteem. I hope I never lose him.
Skyler's pov- I've really liked y/n since I have met her. I know what she goes through because my sister talks to me about self-esteem about grades. I wish I could confess.
I think the what I liked most about her is the hard work she put in. She used to get embarrassed in of the class all the time and it just disappeared! I think if I do not confess tommorow there will never be a chance. I am a man and I could do it!
Y/N pov- (next day) Today I was getting ready for school. My eyes were tired because I stayed up till 3am. It was worth it. I actually feel excepted when I get what I want.
I went to math not feeling the knot in my stomach like I was held back by something. Today I feel different and amazing. I know today is going to be a great day.
Today in math we are switching seats. I just hope I don't sit next to Wang! He is the smartest and always talks about how good his grades are. He makes my self-esteem low.
When I saw who I sat next to I was so shocked... It was Skyler!!!!! 😁 he sat next to me and I could smell his cologne. My breath was taken away when I saw his sparkling eyes, his sharp jawline and his symmetrical face structure, just perfect.
Skyler: Hey Y/N... Y/N: um... Hi..
I could feel my cheeks get hot, my hands were shaking ,my heart was pumping harder, my blood rushed, and the sweat I felt my body was producing. Dude this boy knows how to make me feel nervous.
Skyler:Y/N I don't know how to ask this but could I go on a date with you?
My hearted skipped. I did not want to embarrass my self in class but this was a different type of embarrassment .I tried my best to respond but I stumbled a lot.
Y/N: S-Skyler...uh..I wa-would...la-l-love too! Skyler:Are you okay? Y/N:Yes I am just so nervous I spoke clearly.
Skyler: what time? Y/N : I will ask my mom and dad Skyler: Sure
TIME SKIP
It was the of the day and I called my mom and dad. I already told my sister in school. My dad picked up.
Dad: I can't come hon, could you walk home? Y/N: dad I have a dated Dad: really! My kiddo! Go right now I will pay ck you up at six. Y/N: sure!!!!!!!! Dad: bye honey! Go give daddy a kiss I gave him A kiss and met Skyler -------------------------------------------------------------- Y/N : hey Skyler: So when? Y/N: right now to six Skyler: sure Y/N: where are we going? Skyler: I have a beautiful place for a beautiful girl like you could go
I blushed. He blindfolded me and and I walked with his guidance. 30min
Y/N: Skyler are we there yet? Skyler: just two more steps. After two more steps he took the blindfold off and I cried from the scenery
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Y/N : Skyler where are we? Skyler: My hideout! Y/N: your hideout is beautiful! You have great taste Skyler: True, if I didn't have good taste then I would have not picked you Y/N: Stop cringing me out! Skyler I forgot to ask you but why did you pick of all the popular girls on you. Even the nerds like you! I am a nobody why did you pick me? Skyler: you know what you said make me think. Let's say there are verity of foods on a table. They all look great. Some have the same colors and some have own group of tastes and some are in a group of different cuisines cuisines. I like how they look but love one of the taste of one in particular, it isn't very popular, would I care? Y/N: of course not Skyler: exactly Y/N! I may like how look and how they act, but you stand out in particular to me , and I would never give that up! Y/N:smart! Skyler: I know, and I know what a hardworking girl you are, I can see your eyes, baggy. Y/N could I tell you something. There is an easy way to learn things. if you have interest in something you love most you will do anything . It was true. I did all this hard work for my mom and dad. It all made sense. Skyler: do you want to go it is almost your curfew Y/N: ya sure Skyler: did you like this date? Y/N: Best.Date.Ever. I called my dad and he came. I said bye to Skyler and I felt loved and healed once. All the scars and cuts I had mentally were healed. It is our first meet and I am already getting addicted to him! It ever go?
