Can't You See? • Dani Cimorelli •

chapter 9

DANI'S POV

i wrote a note quickly, and got a razor and cut myself.

i left the razor by the note with blood on it.

the cuts were still bleeding but that didn't matter, i was gonna end my life anyway.

i ran out to the cliffs, by the beach, but first i stared at the moon, as it shines bright through the night. i looked at it.

"i'm sorry that i was ever born, i'm sorry that i wasn't prettier, smarter or thinner.

i tried, i really did. i put loads of makeup on, i ate very little and then puked it out, i did everything, but i'm still ugly and fat" i took a deep breath.

tears were rolling down my cheeks as i breathed out and looked down.

"goodbye" i sobbed and was about to jump.

"Dani!" i looked behind me and saw my family.

are they gonna watch me die?

i was about to jump but Lauren spoke.

"Dani, what you wrote on the note, it was beautiful" she said and read the note:

"family, my time has come, this world is not my place. i was born at the wrong time and wrong place.

i'm sorry i'm not skinny, fat and can't sing well." Lauren paused as the tears started trickeling down my face and down her face and we looked eachother in the eyes. "people all face there own fights, but i am not a fighter, i am not strong. those people on youtube are right. i should die, i'm useless. but you see, i didn't realise that 'till now and i'm sorry i didn't do this earlier." Lauren paused again as we were both nearly sobbing. "Christina: You are the best leader ever, the band wouldn't be anything without you. you can achieve everything. stay strong!

Katherine: you are the most motherly person on earth. people feel save with you and love you're cooking. i would always come and cry with you and you comforted me.

Lisa: you're high voice and style is amazing, you were always the favorite to our fans. keep painting your nails and wearing that beautiful smile!

Amy: you're the hyper, bubbly, smiley one. you always had a smile on you face and you always made us laugh and forgive eachother when we had arguments, keep loving Taco's!

Mike: you are the strongest most over protective person i know, you were always there for me. thank you!

Alex: you are the perfect person, you cook and workout, listen to rap and classic, your strong, but brotherly! keep that up and you'll have the perfect life!

Nick, Christian and Joey: with you i always had fun, you always laughed and played football and joked around and made the funniest video's with me, you were amazing and i love all three of you to bits.

Mom and Dad : thank you for raising me with care, but this world isn't my place. soon you'll forget about me and live life happily.

Lauren: i just can't thank you enough. you made my life amazing and beautiful. you taught me to rap, skateboard and just about everything i know. together we were sugar and spice, one person, best friends and the closest sisters. i love you <3 goodbye."

i fell to the ground crying.

AMY'S POV

Dani fell to the ground crying.

i was shocked.

my babygirl.

just about all the girls and mum were crying, the boys were holding it in.

"Dani! you were right about Sophie! she's now in jail!" i said and hugged Dani.

"And Cody is also in jail! i'm sorry for ignoring you!" Lauren said and joined in the hug and all three of us cried together.