chapter 20

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CHRISTINA'S POV

oh god, why did i start hitting them?

i don't want to do this, but Talia makes me do it.

i love my sisters, i would never ever ever do this NEVER!

stupid Talia and poor Dani, i heard her crying in bed last night.

it's so mean of me but, otherwise Talia wil kill my sisters.

i'm so sorry Dani, i'm sorry Lauren for hitting you......and Amy.

DANI'S POV

this time, i'm gonna commit suicide at night, i can't take it anymore.

Christina was so mean and the haters are STILL there.

i left a note again this time, making everything clear.

dear family,

i am sorry to say this, but i cannot get past this depression.

Lisa could and Amy, but i can't.

i'm not a fighter and i never will be. people are nice, but they are the cruelist creatures on earth. all those people on youtube, on the streets and worst of all.......Christina.

i'm sorry Christina for not being how you want me to be, i know i'm not perfect! like you lot...

Micheal: i love you so so so much, you were a great older brother and amazingly strong Christina: i love you so much and i'm sorry i'm not how you want me to be.

Katherine: you always helped me when i was sad, you, me and Any were the silly ones, always laughing, but now it's only you and Amy. i love you

Lisa: you always did my nails for me and you were always so protective. never stop painting you're Nails. i love you

Amy: you were always laughing, always friendly. no matter what happend. when you were sad about being short, after two weeks you were happy again! i love you

Alex: you are amazing, cooking, cleaning, listening to rap and classical. i love you so so so much.

Nick, Christian and Joey: i loved playing with you, you little spy agents. making video's the whole time, god i love you three so much❤️

mum and dad: i hope you wil understand how i feel about this, i don't want you to be sad. just carry on with you're perfect lives.

Lauren: my sugar, best friend and other half. you always knew when i was sad. you were always there for me. you taught me everything i know. rapping, skateboarding, being weird. i love you so much and never forget that❤️

from Dani💕🐍

my hands were shaking as i wrote that, i hope they won't be sad.

i quickly added: just carry on with the band.

i then went up to my room and hid the note.

this is my last night.

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