Can't You See? • Dani Cimorelli •

chapter 18

DANI'S POV

i was back at home now, but Lisa was walking on crutches and she couldn't really move her chest around anymore, because she had broken a few ribs. Amy had to have bandage around her wrist and couldn't move her wrist, also her cuts and bruises had swollen up. i felt so bad when i saw them. but me, i had broken my arm, so i had to have it in one of those sling things. even when i slept! and i had a trauma. i kept picturing Cody. i winced when a girl hugged me or brushed past me, but when a boy did. i was so scared. even of my own brothers, that was terrible. and i had been cut wit a knife down my leg and stomache so i had been bandandaged there and i had a black eye. i had alot of bruises on other places. but i was also incredibly thin and had cuts all down my arm. i didn't cut anymore. i also had brain damage. it wasn't so bad, i just felt a bit dizzy at times. Lauren was always with me, she was always doing fun stuff with me to make up for the time with Cody.

well now i was standing infront of the mirror. i looked awful, i had my hair loose and shorts and a top but the bruises looked so bad, and the bandage and broken arm. then Lauren walked in. she saw me and a tear fell down my cheek. also down Lauren cheek. "were gonna film a new video today." she said. "i'm sorry Laur, for having to mess things up with Sophie and everyone's gonna wonder why Amy, me and Lisa were so bruised and i'm sorry" i burst out crying and Lauren hugged me and we sat on Lauren's bed. i sobbed into her chest, it felt good to let all my emotion out, everything that had been bottled up inside me. "shh don't cry" Lauren said. Lauren has always been a mother figure for me, she was very motherly. much more than you thought. "here Spice" she said and wiped way the tears.