The Weight { A Cameron Dallas Fanfiction }

{ 15 } DIFFERENCE

Days after Cam left for Magcon,we still texts and call each other,but not as much as we usually do,i can see him now only through facetime,he's travelling to different city each day while im still at Manhattan,having myself waiting until the day i go back to LA to start my intership at Girls Magazine.I spend my day at here helping my mom and sometimes join Matt to dad's office helping out stuff,life is boring here.

Today i wake up in the morning,dont know what to do,my social medias are not busy anymore so i just become the old me,tweeting about nothing spamming the guys,its nice to become myself again i meant i can now tweet that im starving i need food im lazy how netflix makes me happy instead of thankyou replying to people sweet comments.After i play awhile with my social medias,i put my hair into a messy bun,open my big curtain and the sun lights coming in.I plug my phone into my iHome and play my acoustic playlist and leave it there while i walk in to the bathroom,letting the door open i stand in front of the mirror,washing my face with a fresh water from the water tap and brushing my teeth.I stare at the mirror a little longer that i think i lost a little of my weight,i can see my collar bone and my cheek is getting smaller.I take a deep breath and release.Then i walk out of my room,walking down the stairs slowly with my hand on the handing.I straight to the kitchen,where everybody is having their breakfast,i join them by sitting next to Matt.I pour a vanilla milk to my glass and drink it,i get up and make myself an omelette and fry 2 sausages.Sitting there again with my breakfast,having a little chit chat before dad and Matt leave for their work.We all done our breakfast,dad has his bag in his left hand,Matt is tidying his tie,my brother is now turning into a man.They kiss my forehead before leaving as a goodbye..after they're gone me and my mom clean up the dishes.

Mom : you look smaller bells

Bella : really?

Mom : yes bells,im worried about you,talk to me..

Bella : im fine mom,just a little thought but its okay

Mom : really? if you need someone to talk to,just know that i always be here ready to listen okay

Bella : yes mom..

Mom : you got plan for today?

Bella : hmm nope

Mom : maybe we can hang out together at soho? just to refresh your mind,been along time since we hang out right?

Bella : okay! im going upstairs to get ready love you mom

Mom knows everything.I missed Cam so bad,its been a week since the last we call.I walk in to my room,looking at my phone,missed call from him.My feels suddenly appear,my heart is beating again.I unlock my phone and call him back....i wait for him to asnwer,but call failed,i call again this time,he answered.

Cam : babyy where were you?

Bella : hey,i was downstairs helping mom with the dishes

Cam : i missed you,sorry i've been busy lately just wanted you to know that i love you.

Bella : i missed you too,days are boring..i love you too cam i really do

Cam : are you okay there?

Bella : i am,i just having some thought that really bothering me

Cam : if thats negative vibe just let it go bells,i want you to think clearly

Bella : i will baby,hows the tour? been amazing i bet

Cam : yess it was,the crowd are crazy.Different city every night,its crazy.

Bella : nice to hear that,how are you?

Cam : not that good,i really miss you its hurting me

Bella : aww cam,it hurts me too but you gotta keep doing it,i'll visit you someday