The Weight { A Cameron Dallas Fanfiction }

{ 17 } AFRAID OF BROKEN

Its the day where i can have my rest at my own room.Im having my breakfast with my big bro standing next to me with both his eyes sharp as hawk and hands folded inside his chest,he's such a dictator ya.

Bella : whats wrong with you

Matt : just making sure that you finish it

Bella : ya

Matt : good 

I give him my annoying smile i know he hates it then he shake his head and look to the tv.I finish my tasteless egg slowly,when i have my tea i see my phone light up.I get a mention from twitter,its from Cam.What is he doing? not long after i look away its light up again more mentions from the rest of 11,not turning off because now i have the fans attention again they tweeting me again.Eventhough i have the urge to open it but i refuse,i finish my breakfast instead and ask Matt to help me to get to the bathroom.

I turn on my music and start to have a short bath because im going to get a long long bath back home yas,its been hell here.I walk out of the bathroom with my cameron dallas hoodie and black legging,i sigh as i close the door of the bathroom.Then i put the infusion back up on the hanger and ask Matt if he can tie my hair up.Oh im glad he can do that.He help me to pack my stuff while wait for the last check  at 10 and then bella is free.

I lay back and unlock my phone to see things.I go to twitter to see what happen.

@Camerondallas : @Shawnmendes 's party tomorrow!

@Camerondallas : he's almost 16!!

@Nashgrier : the baby is turning 16 @Shawnmendes going to have a great party!!

@Carterreynolds : 16th birthday party with the guyss early happy birthday to my bro @Shawnmendes

i lock my phone cause the nurse is coming in with the wheelchair that will help me to get to the lower floor to do my last scan and doctor check.

Things are done here its time to go back to the penthouse..on the way back i sit at the middle row with mom,i plug my earphone and lay my head into the window,seeing through the highway.

We are here,at the penthouse,Matt helps me with my bag and his other hand,grab my waist to help me walk at the stairs because he tought im still that weak,I get on my bed,slide underneath the blanket and burry my face under the pillow.Matt put my bag on the desk and i plug my phone into iHome and play some intrument from it cause i want some reaxation,then Matt lay next to me,has his arm around my neck,i rest my head on his chest and curled up inside him.

Bella : Matt..is it home sick

Matt : maybe..

Bella : I miss how life back home,no pain not much thought running in my head.

Matt : mhm..

Bella : Matt,do you ever think about how you meant nothing to someone when you used to be everything to them,its weird how time change them all,how a person change it all...

Matt : its sucks,that feelings hurt.But bells,i told you million million of times that you can get over it,Cam dont deserve a perfect human being like you,and so do you,you dont deserve that son of a bitch.

Bella : matt that's rude..

Matt : i dont care,he's hurting you bell i cant stand with people who hurt my family,specially you.There are alot of guys better than him bell,you tell.Mathias,Andrew,Theo alot of them they want you,i bet they'll treat you right

Bella : I cant forget Cam its just hard you know,he's my first...its just hard although i tried alot to dont care but i cant.

Matt : as you said bell,time will change it all.