Roommates | Drarry Fan Fiction | DISCONTINUED

Classes And...Depression?

*Potions class, first thing in the morning*

"Okay class... I shall put you in pairs... for amortentia." Snape said slowly.

Not again, I bet I'll be stuck with Malfoy again. I thought.

"Potter, Malfoy." Snape said finally.

Everyone gasped and looked at them shocked. I internally groan as Malfoy waltzed over. He sat down next me and sighed heavily. I can't believe it, I already have to deal with him at night, when it's supposed to be a relaxing time.

*Dumbledore's Pov*

I planned this.

*Draco's Pov*

Potter, why Snape, I thought you liked me. I slowly realize that neither of us are working, and everybody else is.

"Let's get to work, Potter." I snap at him slightly.

He gets up and grabs the ingredients. While he does that I look at the steps. Easy enough I think. Potter walks back with the ingredients and we get to work.

"No Potter you stir it clock wise not counter-clock wise." I say, answering his question.

He huffs but continues to work anyways. After a few minutes we finish with perfect marks.

"What do you smell, Potter?" I ask.

"Flowers, rain and quidditch gear (I can't remember what Ginny smells like). What do you smell, D-Malfoy." He says.

Did he almost call me Draco? Whatever, doesn't matter. "I smell the dungeons, perfume and fire (Idk what Pansy smells like)." I say, obviously describing Pansy.

The bell(?) rings and we start to head to our next class. Luckily it's not with the Gryffindorks. I walk into Charms and sit down in the back. A girl from Raven claw suddenly comes up to me.

"Hi, I'm Teal Welch. I was told by Professor Flitwick said that we would have to be partners for this class." She says.

I roll my eyes, I have to have stupid partners for everything, don't I? We finally figure out that we have to be able to use a silencing charm on both ourselves and our partner at the same time. I already know how to do that since my father basically never let me leave my room. I put this thoughts in the back of my mind and focus on the charm.

"Silentio." I say quickly. (Idk)

Lynn starts talking loudly but nobody notices. I also start talking loudly but people kept working. Lynn smiled at me, I just glared back.

"Good job, now it's my turn."

We undo the charm and she tried. She starts talking loudly and no one pays attention. I start talking loudly as well and no one notices. We take off the charm and nod our heads. We walk up to Professor Flitwick and tell him we're done.

"Good job you two. You can go since we have a few minutes left."

We nod ours heads and leave the classroom. I head to my room since I have a free period next.

As I'm walking I hear someone call out to me, "Draco!"

I could easily tell it's Pansy, so I slow down to a stop and wait for her to catch up.

"Where you going?"

"I'm going to my room for free period. I want to be alone for a bit."

"But Dracy-Poo-"

"I want to be alone Pansy."

I started to walk off while Pansy called out to me. I ignored her and continued to my room. When I got there I said the password and entered. I had been having bad thoughts, my depression started kicking in again over summer. I went to the bathroom and locked the door, depressing thoughts flying through my head. You're worthless, useless. You can't even deal with your abusive father. What are you supposed to do with your life? Your parents are on the dark side (Make a Star Wars reference, I dare you), you'll probably get the dark mark, and if you don't you'll die. You should just end it now rather than You-Know-Who killing you. As I think this I start making cuts (666). I've self-harmed since I was around 12. That's around when my "father" started to abuse me much more. I made another cut when...

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Hey Guys, gals, non-binary pals and gender-fluid people. I FINALLY FUCKING UPDATED!!!! I'm so sorry I haven't updated this book since, like, December. I have two other books I've been when working on. I also had quite a bit of inspiration bursts for them. I'm also working on different pieces of artwork. In other words, I'm lazy.

Bye my panda bears!