to all the boys i've loved before ||nct dream||

.:chapter ten:.

so, i'm sitting here, on my bed holding the grocery list because renjun wrote his number on it. i should probably text him, but at the same time, i'm too embarrassed.

me:
hey renjun, this is
kim hyejin.

hwang renjun:
hi. i was waiting for
you to text.

me:
sorry for the wait.
i got busy...

hwang renjun:
it's okay, no trouble

hwang renjun:
i just wanted to tell
you that i read your
letter....

me:
that was so long
ago,, i don't feel like
that anymore

hwang renjun:
well, just to let you
know, you were my
first crush too.

me:
really???

hwang renjun:
yea. why do you think
i was so nice to you.

hwang renjun:
but ever since then
i've never had a crush.
so i guess you're my
first and last

me:
what do you mean?
you're gonna have more
crushes in the future.

me:
i had too many
:")

hwang renjun:
my parents want me
to be devoted to studies.
no time for relationships.

me:
that's kind of sad..
to me, you should be
able to have the
opportunity

hwang renjun:
well, i've chosen that for
myself, but this doesn't
mean that we can't
be friends

me:
okay,, so we good
with the whole letter
thing?

hwang renjun:
yep

me:
we should hang out
hang out sometime

hwang renjun:
for sure :)

i sighed in relief. renjun didn't make it uncomfortable or awkward. i didn't do or say anything stupid. plus, i guess we're friends now.

1 new text message from minju 👑

minju 👑:
stay away from donghyuck