♦ Fuck .1 ♦

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"Fuck." Gerard whispered as he walked to the corner store.

He knows he shouldn't be doing this. But he just can't help it.

Once he walked in the man at the desk turned around.

"Hey Gerard." The man sighed while fetching a bottle of McCallan 21.

"Hey, Bert. Oh, can i get another?." Gerard passed him some cash. Gerard already knew the little lecture Bert was gonna give him.

"Oh c'mon, don't look at me like that" Gerard scoffed.

"It's just, you don't even try to get better. Your a good guy Gee, but it's your life, so destroy it if you want to."

"It's already destroyed." Gerard just sighed and grabbed the brown paper bags. "But thanks Bert." Gerard threw him a little smile and walked out.

He was making his way home when he got a call from his job.
He figured since it was 12:00am it should be urgent.

"Uhm, Alex?"

"Ah, Gerard. I needed to talk to you." Alex was starting to feel bad.
Gerard was his friend, and he knew his circumstances, but he needed to do this.

"About what? Is something wrong?"
He was getting a little worried since it took Alex a little time to respond.

"Uh, yeah, i wanted to talk to you about your job."

"Oh, did i do something wrong?"
Gerard knew very well what he did wrong. He'd taken a few packs of cigarettes and some bottles of Vodka a few times.

"Gerard, I'm sorry, but I'm gonna have to cut you off. You've taken a few things and your absent most of the time. You know i have to do this."

Gerard sighed

"Yeah i get it, I'm sorry. Thanks Alex."
He understood that Alex had to do this. He knew what he did was wrong, but he knew that even if it was wrong he'd catch himself doing it again.

"Alright Gerard, have a good night. Say hello to Lindsey for me."

"Sure, bye."

"Now what am i gonna do?" He said to himself while making his way home.

He walked up the driveway into his house. He set the bottles down and grabbed a glass from the cabinet.

"Hey, i came by to see you but you weren't here so i waited" He heard a sleepy voice from the hallway.

"Oh, hey Linds. I uh, talked to Alex today." He said with a sigh and a slight frown curving his lips.

"Cool, how is he?"

"He's good. He said hello, and he also fired me."

"Tell him i said he- wait what? He fired you? Why? What did you do now?"

"Well, i took a few bottles of Vodka and some cigarettes, oh and I'm absent all the time. What the hell am i gonna do now?"

"Oh Gee, It's okay we'll figure it out together, I'll help you if i can."
Lindsey was always there for him, even in high school she'd help him get through some things.

"Thanks, how am i gonna pay for rent though? My landlord will kill me." Gerard knew Frank, they've met a few time's but that's about it. He was pretty short for a guy, he had lengthy black hair, a fuck ton of tattoos, and some piercings.

"Oh shh, he's not gonna kill you. He has to understand what your going through, and like i said before. I will help you." She smiled and pecked his lips.

"Alright well i gotta get home to feed Pepper. I'll come by tomorrow, bye love you." Pepper was Lindsey's dog, Gerard had gotten one for her as a Christmas present last year.

"Mhm." Gerard just grabbed the glass he had taken out and poured the Whiskey inside.

Lindsey frowned a little and walked out the door.
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This is the first chapter and it already sucks, no one's gonna read this lmao
I'm sorry, i suck at this :')
Also tell me if there's typos, ok bye.

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