🎀Just my landlord🎀(Frerard)

♦ Down Hill .4 ♦

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*trigger warning?*

Gerard decided that now was a good time to go over to Matt's and get what he needed.

No this wasn't okay. Yes he knew that, but right now he was too drowsy to think straight and too fucked up to care.

He got out of the house locked the door and got in the car. It didn't take too long, only about 10 minutes. When he got there it was dark and he thought no one was home but the silhouette in the window said otherwise. He could tell it was Matt because of the spikey hair so he just opened the door seeing it was unlocked and helped himself in.

"Hey Gerard! For a moment there i didn't think you were coming." Matt got up from where he sat and gave him a small hug and then threw himself on the couch.

Gerard saw all the drugs on the table and knew already that Matt was higher than a damn kite.

"I had to come. This past month has been shitty and i just need to fly two blunts deep." Gerard just sighed and sat down on the couch farthest from Matt since he was splayed out and he didn't wanna be kicked by the barely conscious man child.

"Aw man, i feel you. My girl cheated on me man. Again. It's just too much. But hey, you came to the right place my guy." Matt threw Gerard a childish smile and sat up gathering some things for him. Gerard had told him to drop this girl. Not that Matt would listen anyways.

"Here's your usual. Just take it I'm feeling nice today." Matt shoved the bags in Gerard's hands and basically dropped himself on the couch again.

"No, i can't. How much?"

"Dude, just take it before i change my mind." Matt mumbled from the couch cusion.

"Alright alright, thanks Matt." Gerard patted Matt's shoulder and got up to walk out.

"Hey no problem man. If you need anything just hit me up, I'm always here for you buddy."

"Mhm sure, and get some sleep will you?" Gerard left the almost passed out Matt.

Tonight was gonna be long.

Once Gerard got home he set everything down on the counter and got some alcohol out aswell. Lindsey wasn't coming over tonight or tomorrow afternoon because she was working a double shift since one of the lady's that worked there was using her vacation days.

Gerard was good with that. No interruptions right?

He thought about it before he did it.

Was it worth it? Maybe

Lindsey would be so disappointed right now if she saw him. Just seeing him doing exactly what he promised he wasn't going to do anymore. He just needed to take all the problems away. He needed to feel numb, and this was the way to do it.

He stood in the kitchen staring down at the powdery substance and sighed. He thought "Fuck it." And lined them up and snorted three of the lines splayed out in front of him. He felt it already kick in so he went in the fridge got out a bottle of beer and just sat on the couch.

Letting his mind wonder to everything and nothing at the same time. The thoughts of the house had floated away along with the one's of what was maybe gonna happen next.
At this point he was higher than a skyscraper.

A few hours had past and he had snorted a few more and after the little bit of beer finished, he drank down the whiskey getting totally shit faced and knocked out asleep.

He definitely should have been looking for jobs instead of relapsing. Right now, he could care less.

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[Well today sucked pretty bad. The next one is gonna be longer, not that anyone cares anyways.]