trouvaille | kim doyoung

eight

Sein's POV

I walked into the school compound, in hope that I wouldn't bump into Doyoung. Luck isn't on my side when I saw Doyoung leaning against my locker.

I was about to walk past him when he realised my presence and he blocked my way.

" Sein, we have to talk. " He tried holding my hand but I yanked his hand away.

It's for the better.

" You should tell your teammates the truth about us, that we were never a thing since the start. I don't want Haruto to have the wrong idea. " I said and his brows furrowed.

He looked down at the floor, " If that's what you want, then I'll grant you your wish. I'm sorry for forcing you to be with me when that's the thing you least want to do. " With that, he walked off.

I looked at his figure as it gradually disappeared.

I shouldn't be upset over this, I have Haruto. At least I don't have to cover up the fact that I like him anymore because there's no Doyoung.

I walked to class but honestly I don't have the feel to do anything today. " Where is Kim Doyoung? " The teacher asked and everyone looked at me for the answer.

I kept quiet as a sigh escaped my mouth. I looked out of the window to see the open basketball court. I saw Doyoung throwing shots but it slowly disappeared.

Was I hallucinating?

I shrugged it off as I tried to focus on my studies. Just as I was about to focus, someone knocked on the door. " Why are you so late? "

" I was in the infirmary. " Doyoung said as he came in.

He walked past me but none of us look at each other. I guess this is really the end of this entire fake relationship, it's time we return back to our original lifestyle.

" Yi, let's change our seats. " I heard Doyoung told her and they changed seats. I guess he really do hate me now.

It's indeed for the better.

Doyoung's POV

I changed seats with Yi because I couldn't focus when I see Sein in front of me. I just want to talk to her and be like how we used to.

I looked over at Sein who was just doodling on her notebook. Every little movement of her made me want to look at her.

But I shouldn't be selfish.

She likes Haruto and since I like her, I want her to be happy. Sein is happiest when she's with Haruto and i'm just someone extra.

When class finally ends, I'm the first to leave. I walked over to the sports hall and I just kept shooting the ball into the hoop.

I ran around the court like a mad man.

I don't even know who I am anymore.

I just know Sein but why does she made such a big impact on my life when she leaves?

I felt someone staring at me and I turned to look in the direction of the person to see her.

" Doyoung, It hurts me when you're hurt. " She walked over to me and at that time, I just couldn't react, I just couldn't move.

She hugged me.

I wish that's Sein.

Sein's POV

" Can you pass this to Doyoung? I was supposed to pass it to him but I have something on so I can't. " Dohwan tossed his journal to me and before I can even react, he ran off.

I stared at the journal.

A sigh escaped my mouth as I walked to find some random person. " Do you know where Doyoung is? " The person said he went to the sports hall.

I walked over to the sports hall and my heart broke. I stood behind the wall. I saw the girl from before hugging Doyoung and he didn't even push her away.

What Can I expect?

They are meant for each other.

I walked to the bench near the sports hall and just sat there. I felt a presence near me and I looked up to see the girl walking past me.

" Excuse me. " I said and she stopped walking before turning to me with smile.

" Can you pass this to Kim Doyoung? " She took it over and nodded with a smile before walking off once again.

Maybe it's for the better.

I walked out of the school compound, my steps became heavier as I walk. " Sein? " I turned around and saw Haruto.

He walked over to me with a smile and we went to a cafe nearby. " Haruto, I like you. " He didn't seem shocked, instead he just smiled calmly.

" This is for you. " I took the box that I made for him before I got together with Doyoung. I pasted the pictures that we took on it.

" I feel honoured but I only see you as a friend. " He said with a smile, taking over the box. Somehow I wasn't sad, I just felt a little empty.

He sighed, " You're a nice girl, you really are but aren't you Doyoung's girlfriend? " I looked up at him and I shook my head.

" It was all just a set up. We were never a couple since the beginning. " Instead of being shocked, he nodded calmly.

That's what I like about Haruto. No matter what happen, he would always react to it calmly. " Are you sure it's nothing since the beginning? "

He smirked, " Your reaction towards him with another girl doesn't seem like you feel nothing towards him. " I gulped.

" I hope you'll question your own feelings before confessing to me. " He stood up, shot me a smile before walking off.

I sat there, emotionless. Despite Haruto being younger than me, he is definitely wiser. He view things in a calm way and is always calm regardless of situation.

Thank you, Haruto.

Haruto's POV

I held onto the box and I stared at it with a smile as I walked to the subway. I was pretty shocked that Sein likes me but then again, i'm even more shocked at the fact that her relationship was all a set up.

Actually, I've always seen her as just a really good friend, someone who I can rely on.

She's one of the nicest person i've met in Korea and I don't want to lose her as a friend. More importantly, I don't want her to lose herself.

Doyoung is also someone who I really look up to, he's always so confident. When they dated, the both of them became a better version of themselves.

From what I see, the both of them do like each other but they just didn't want to face their feelings.

The both of them are people that are extremely close to me and they mean a lot to me. I just wish for them to be happy.

" Doyoung! " I heard a girl's voice and I looked up to see the same girl running towards Doyoung who seem pretty lifeless.

She held his arm but he yanked her hand away.

" What is Sein to you? " She asked in a serious tone and Doyoung just stared at her.

" She means the world to me. "

30th Dec 2018

YO APPARENTLY DOYOUNG GOT INTO SEMI-FINALS AND LIKE I SINCERELY WISH HE WOULD GET IN THE GROUP.

HE'S IN THE SAME GROUP AS YOONBIN AND JUNKYU LIKE AHHHHHH I LOVE ALL OF THEM SO MUCH OMG