trouvaille | kim doyoung

eleven

Sein's POV

My eyes landed on Doyoung and I changed my path. I turned my body around as I walked towards the cafeteria even though I just needed to use the god damn washroom.

" Se- " I quickly merged into the crowd, in hope that he wouldn't find me.

I ran to the other side of the cafeteria where I can finally go to the washroom. I opened the door with a wide smile on my face but,

" Oh my god! Lee Sein! " Someone screamed and I closed the door again, almost immediately. My face was as red as a tomato.

I gulped as I pushed the other door open and just release my bladder in there. I accidentally opened the guy's washroom and they were, well emptying their bladder as well.

I washed my hands and opened the door to see Kim Doyoung standing by the door. " We need to talk. " I cursed under my breath but went with him anyways.

We walked to the classroom where it's empty.

" Have you thought about my, you know. " He asked and I looked at him with a face of confusion.

" Your? " I questioned him back.

He ruffled his hair a little, scratching his nape with the tip of his ears getting redder as time passed. Doyoung chuckled, " I meant the confession. "

My face started heating up as well, " Well, that. " I dragged my words slightly, trying to think of what to say while my heart is beating so quickly.

" I know you like Haruto but I- "

" No. " I blabbered out, but immediately realised what I said. This means that he officially knows that I don't like Haruto anymore.

He looked at me with a shocked expression.

I smiled awkwardly, " I just figure that out. " I murmured and I think he heard which was perfect.

The whole room was filled with awkwardness. We just stared at each other in silence before looking away. He cleared his throat, " So what's you- "

The door slammed opened, " Can I lay by your side? Next to you. " Jeongwoo sang with Junkyu at the back, harmonising with him.

They stared at the both of us in silence before walking out again in silence. I chuckled a little and soon, the both of us burst into laughter.

I looked over at Doyoung who was laughing so hard, it made me think back to when we first met.

" Fred. " I said softly with a smile and he heard.

He looked at me as he held my hands, " I know I might have forced you to be my girlfriend but I don't want to force you anymore. "

" Honestly I've been observing you even before the girlfriend incident. I just saw you coming and thought that I could be friends with you through this but I guess, I'm too greedy. " He chucked.

Doyoung looked down at me once again, " I wouldn't force you to be with me, I don't want to force you either. I want you to agree on your own behalf, not to please me. " He grinned.

He caress my hair gently, " I will try my very best to give you up if you reject me this time. " I remained silence, unsure of what I should say.

A few seconds passed and he nodded. " I understand. I'll try my best to forget you. " He smiled as he walked out of the classroom.

I just stood rooted to the ground, not knowing what I should or say. It was just a moment of confusion for me, especially when I felt like i'm not ready for a relationship yet.

Seconds passed, minutes passed but i'm still standing at the same exact spot.

The bell rang and I walked back to class, feeling a little awkward. " Do- " I was going to call out to him when he just walked passed me.

I furrowed my brows, didn't he see me?

I walked to his seat, " Doyoung, I just wanted to tell you something. " I said but he didn't budge. He didn't look up, he didn't react.

" Kim Doyoung! " I raised my voice, causing everyone's attention to be diverted to us.

" Can't you answer me? I just wanted to- " He looked up at me.

" Don't you think you're really selfish? " I was caught off guard by his sudden question.

He scoffed, " I tried giving up on you because partially you wanted me to. Instead of helping me get over you, you're always around me, calling my name, don't you know how hard I have to try not to look at you? "

I gulped, unsure of how to reply. I don't have to worry about that because he stormed out of the class.

The class became pin-drop silence. Everyone were really quiet while looking at me in pity.

I not only lost my crush but I lost an extremely valuable friend as well. I looked down at the piece of paper that he was doodling on.

Don't look up.

Don't react.

Don't talk.

I have a sudden rush of emotion that is all jumbled up together. Right, Indeed, he did all of these for the sake of me.

I walked out of class in hope to see him but yet, I can't find him anywhere. " Did you see Kim Doyoung? " I frantically ask everyone I see but their answer is always no.

I spotted Haruto in the far distance and I ran over to him, " Haruto, did you- " He points in the rooftop direction with a smile.

" Doyoung is fragile. Don't hurt him and yourself. " I nodded with a smile as I ran towards the rooftop.

Glass might be fragile but people would get hurt because of it as well.

I pushed open the door to the rooftop and I saw a familiar figure standing by the railing, facing the sky. I walked over slowly, " Kim Doyoung. " I called out.

" I've thought about it, i'm not ready to get into any sort of relationship, " I took a deep breath.

" But if you would be willing to wait for me, perhaps try out, I- " He turned over and gave me a hug.

He caress my hair gently, " I will always be willing to wait. How long do you want me to wait for? 10 years? 20 years? 30 years? No matter how long it is, I will always wait for you. "

A smile crept up my face.

" Maybe you don't have to wait anymore. "

12th Jan 2019

IM SO HAPPY FOR DUMB AND DUMBER TEAM AND I CAN CONFIRM ITS SEUNGHUN WHO GOT THAT CARD CAUSE OF THE TOP Y'KNOW THE TOP BUT YES.