Internet Friends ›› n.h

Prologue

*updated*

Remember when your parents told you not to talk to strangers on the internet? Well I'm 100% sure all of you have broken that rule, but don't worry its not necessarily a bad thing. Hell most of my best friends, started out as strangers on the internet.

But sometimes internet friends can be assholes and after a few months they move on and simply stop responding to you and that hurts so bad, I would know its happened to me several times.

I wanted five simple things from in an internet friend, so heres what I did, I posted a picture on every single one of my social media accounts outlining qualities needed to be my new friend.

INTERNET FRIEND NEEDED!
GUIDELINES BELOW :

1. Be there for me, I guarantee Ill be there for you whenever you need.

2. Don't grow distant please, if we're gonna be friends I want it to last.

3. DONT BE BORING, we must always have something to talk about!

4. We have to trust each other, please be honest with me, I will never deceive you.

5. Don't pretend to be someone your not.

Now I had a lot of internet friends but one in particular stood out to me, I had met him originally on youtube. He sang a cover of an awful song, but he made it sound better so I made a comment about how a great voice can fix a not so great song, and from there things just kinda spiraled. Next thing I new we were texting everyday, calling, video chatting and making plans to meet in person.

He was one if the funniest people i'd ever met online and could always make me smile and laugh. We always had something to talk about, no matter how stupid and I loved that, Ill never forget the feeling of having a friend like that, I cant. He was different, he was perfect.

His name was Niall Horan.

Yes, the Niall Horan from One Direction world wide famous boy band, maybe you've heard of them?

But 6 years ago when we met online I didn't know that he was going to be famous, when we met online at the age of fourteen he was a young irish boy who dyed his hair blond and liked playing guitar.

I was a short teenage girl with messy brown hair who hadn't grown into herself yet, but Nill didnt care, he was my best friend.

No one, including me, thought it would last, but two years later we were 16 and still friends, technically inseparable if you count the fact that I never put down my phone because I was talking to Niall.

But a year later? He was famous newly famous of course and we were still talking as much as we could though his management hated the idea.

So on March 18th, 2011 I made a decision, the hardest decision of my life. I would stop talking to Niall thus breaking my own rule, Rule number 2 to be precious, it was absolutely heart breaking having to see him text me and just keep deleting the conversation.

I kept telling myself I was doing it for him, he doesn't want to talk to you, he's pitying you.

Another text, delete.

Your helping him get out of this, your helping him.

Another text, delete.

He's over it, he's famous, he's wasting his time and yours.

Another text, delete.

Until finally at the beginning of 2012 he stopped trying, no more calls, no more texts, nothing.

It took him 10 months but he finally gave up.

That night, I cried, and cried, and cried because that meant that it was truly over, there was no going back even if I wanted to he would probably have a new number and now wouldn't bother putting me in his contacts.

The worst part was that I had no one to talk to about losing my best friend. I hadn't told any one about Niall because all of my friends in real life didn't support me meeting people online and now considering the circumstance, no one would believe me.

But eventually I moved on, and by eventually I mean 2 years later. I was starting fresh and nothing, including Niall, was going to stop me.

Now I have long hair, which I learned to style, I grew 6 inches, got braces and got them off, and did I mention I graduated high school and was excepted into med school? Because that happened, and when this summer was over I was ready to start my whole new life. I was finally happy with how my life turned out, after 3 miserable years, I was happy.

Still I never told anyone about Niall, or what my problem was with One Direction and thats the way I wanted it to stay, until now.  Now I'm telling my story, because I dont care who believes me, I'm not doing this for them, I'm doing this because I need to.

So this is my story of me, Kaylee Wendler and Niall Horan my internet Friend.

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Im so excited to start this book you dont even know and im so sorry about choose Im trying to update im having  a Major writers block with that book so im sorry this is gonna be my main story for a while :(
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