"Im serious!" I exclaim, "I wanted to be a doctor once upon a time!"
"Then how the fuck did You end up as a Writer?" Chad asks me laughing while he does.
"I don't even know!" I laugh along with him.
I check the time, its already 11, I have to go.
"Look chad Its been great, but I have to get home Taylor is going to be worried sick!"
"Okay Goodnight, and again great job with Internet friends!" He tells me as I stand to leave the restaurant.
Once outside in the brisk November air, I call Taylor, who even now 6 years later is still my best friend and my roommate.
"Hey Tay Im so sorry Im gonna be late, just leaving the restaurant now and Im gonna stop by Starbucks!" I tell her
"Okay okay, and Kaylee this Starbucks thing is an addiction!" She scolds me through the phone
"Yeah yeah, you want anything?" I ask.
"No unlike you I don't wanna be fat!" She mumbles before hanging up.
Hailing a cab I hop in, "where to?" The driver asks.
"Uhm the nearest Starbucks!" I laugh and he nods.
"Wait a minute... Your the girl Who wrote Internet Friends! Man My daughter loves that book! Could I maybe get you to sign something for her?" He asks cautiously
"Of course!" I happily reply to the man, signing a quick piece of paper.
"Thanks so much! Now off to Starbucks!" He seems much happier now.
Yes, I wrote a book called internet friends, yes It is based on the story of me and Niall and everyone that was around us.
Thats what happened you see, when I left 6 years ago, I went back to NYU and changed my major to journalism. Once I graduated, I knew that what I needed to do, the only way to finally accept everything with Niall would be to write a book about. That book just also happens to be a best seller all over the world, and no one knows its based on me but Taylor, and of course Niall probably figured it out. A part of me has always wondered if Niall ever took the time to read the book, probably not.
As for why he didn't come after me, I left a note that read.
Dear Niall,
First off, let me say this, I love you Niall.
I know you will find this hard to believe, but I did leave for you, I promise we will both be better off.
I don't know if I will ever see you again, but I really hope I will.
I love you so much Niall, You don't even know.
Sincerely,
Your Internet Friend
And I left, once again, I ran from my problems, I ran from Niall again. But I wrote that book, which was my way of healing, my way to move on from the past, all the mistakes I made that I could never fix.
Just in case your wondering, One Direction stopped making music last year, it was a sad time for the world but it was just time for that, considering louis was almost 30. Its not like they broke up, their contract ended and they decided it was just time to stop settle down.
Since then they have, Zayn and Perrie have been married for a while, so have Liam and sophia, louis and Eleanor broke Up and Im pretty sure he hasn't seen any one since, Harry and taylor got back together now that He was a little more out of the spot light I assume. Niall, He's single, only had about one relationship in the last 6 years, of course there were many rumours, but I don't believe a single one, I just believe that he hasn't found the one yet.
I was always worried that Once One Direction broke apart Niall would come find, once he was out of the fame He would look for me, but he never did. Not once did he try anything, a part of me was almost upset but I couldn't blame him, I left him.
So caught up in thought, I almost Don't realize, the ab pulling to a halt, I pay the kind driver he wishes me a goodnight and I hop out, quickly rushing into the warmth of Starbucks, out of the cold night air.
The Cafe was almost empty, it was midnight was someone actually here?
But there was, a boy sitting in the corner with a snapback on his head, he was reading a book and it looked like he was near the end of it to.
"Uhm Can I get a Grande double chocolate chip frappe for Kaylee," I mumble to the waitress and she nods, I hand her five dollars.
Just then the boy the corner sets his book down, I am assuming Its because he finished it. I look over and suddenly notice the book, Internet Friends.
The boy seems short but he could just be slouching. He stand and throws his empty cup In the garbage before turing to gather his belongs from his table, and just when I thought he was about to turn around, my name was called out.
"Double chocolate chip frappe for Kaylee!" A voice, far to cheerful for 12am shouts across the shop.
I turn and smile at her, grabbing my drink. I turn and look at where the boy In the snapback was, but he's gone, like he wasn't even there.
Before I tun around I hear someone whisper behind me, "Kaylee?"
I cant run this time, that much I know, but so many things are hitting me at once my mind feels like it going to explode. My head Is pounding along with my heart, praying he cant hear my heavy breathing. This wasn't supposed to happen, definitely not. Come on Kaylee just turn around.
Is it too late to run?
Yes.
Rhetorical question.
You know that moment when everything seems to stop? That moment that it all comes down to? That may decide your fate and everything that happens from here on out?
That was this moment, but this time I wasn't going to mess it up.
I feel tears slide down my face, though Im not sad as a huge smile finds its way onto my face. Somewhere inside I know this is all I ever wanted, this is my second chance, or third chance.
I smile still not turning around, so he cant even see but hopefully my voice will give away my happiness.
Our timing was finally right.
"Niall."
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END OF INTERNET FRIENDS
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FanfictionMy life is just one big collection of poorly made decisions with depressing yet catchy music playing in the background. Niall Horan was one of those poorly made decisions. © heeyhoran 2014 this is very cringey I wrote it when I was 12 I apologize