Hard Life, Hard Love ( August Alsina )

Chapter Five

Auden POV

"Hello?" I say answering my phone. Who could be calling at this time it's 4:20 in the morning.

"Auden can you come over ?" He asked me.

"August its 4 in the morning we haven't spoken in days. What do I need to come over for?" I asked. Me and August hasn't talked since my birthday and now he wants to talk. For them few days I was blowing his line up with phone calls, texts, Facebook and Instagram post. What does he need me to come over for at 4 in the morning.

"Auden please just come." He begged.

"Okay,Okay I'm coming. I'll be ther' in 10 minutes." I said before hanging up, I got up and put some sweatpants on and my footies. I got my phone,bag and car keys. Oh yeah two days after my birthday my Granny got me a Range Rover. I hopped in my car and headed to Augusts' house. I wonder what he wants me to come over for. I pulled up in front of Augusts' house and parked in the drive way, I got out and walked up to the door and knocked a few seconds the door swung open and befor I could say anything August pulled me into a passionate kiss I've never had with anyone else this kiss was something special it was more than anyother kiss it was a kiss full with passion and love. August pulled back and looked down at me I didn't know what to say so I stayed silent.

"Auden." August said still looking down at me.

"Yeah." I said lowly and looked at my feet. August lifted my head and looked into my eyes and leaned in and kissed me. His lips where soft and sweet, August pulled back and looked into my eyes again.

"I love you." He said looking into my eyes. It felt so unreal it feels like I'm in a movie.

"I love you too." I said smiling. I really do love August more than a friend but I'm still with Mikey and these past few days where the best for us. I looked down at my feet at the thought of me just cheating on Mikey with August.

"But August you know I'm with Mikey I can't be put in this confusing place." I added still looking down. What am I gonna' do? I do love August and I do love Mikey . I can't choose.

"Why do have to keep bringinn' up Mikey? He's a fuckinn' bitch he can't treat up right he just fucks with yo' heart ma', He don't love you if you love someone you'll do anything to see them smile and happy. The only thing he doesn't is put you in a Lil' happy place so you think you can trust him than he go and fuck up again than beg for forgiveness and you go and forgive him." He said getting irritated.

"No, your wrong August, Mikey does love me. He's all I have and I'm all he has. Damn, I can't ever be happy can I?" I said with a slight attitude.

"Wow, I'm done with this conversation you can leave now. Bye Auden, I guess he is the only you have now." He said befor closing the door in my face. I walked back to my car and sat there with my head on the steering wheel thinking about what just happen, I just lost my best friend over some bullshit.

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I woke up the next morning from my alarm going off for school. I got up and headed to my bathroom and got into the shower. I took a 20 minute shower, I got out and wrapped myself up in a towel and did my hygiene stuff. I went back into my room and put on a gray and pink lace banduea and black boyshort. I didn't feel like getting dressed so I put on my black Hollister sweatpants and a white crew neck with my name written on it in purple. I put on my black grape 5s, I straighten my hair and put my purple and white beanie on. I applied a little makeup and got my phone,money,bag and my keys. I walked downstairs and saw my mama sleep on the sofa I put a cover over her cold body kissed her forhead and made my way out the house to my car. I got in and drove to school.