Love to hate (slowly upgrading and editing)

Chapter 7

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I woke up at 6:00 am. I only had 3 hours of sleep, I'm a early person so it's usual. I slid out the bed trying not to wake Brandon up. I went in to my bathroom and turn the left handle on the faucet so the water could come out hot. I went to the shelf that was over the toilet to get a hand towel, so I could wash my face.

Once that was done I turned on the hot water so I can take a hot shower so I could relieve the stress that the last past few days had put on my shoulders. I stepped in.

The hot water felt so good. It melted my stress away like butter out side when it's 120 degrees, in blazing heat. I got my bottle of mango and wild fruit body wash to lather up in. I got my towel and started rubbing the soapy sponge on me. After my body was completely covered in suds I rinsed. I repeated this process several times.

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10 minutes later

I had just got out the shower I headed to the sink to bush my teeth. After I brushed my gums, teeth and tongue then I rinse my mouth out with listerine and water. I wrapped a towel around me and went to my bedroom.

Darius wants me to say sorry, hell no, I will not talk to Ezra period. I should have told Darius the whole story, but he took up for Ezra, like they always do. They always say I'm being mean to Ezra, but they don't know how he is. Like when I first got pregnant Ezra was furious.

He didn't like Jason at all. Every time I would say I'm going to go see Jason, he'd be like "why are you even with that flake ass boy, you know he's going to run you through the mud. I don't see how you let him have all these rachet ass females giving him top and you do nothing about it". He'd talk about one person and that was mainly Jason. But like always, Ezra has something to say.

Through my pregnancy Darius was there. Darius was a long time friend. We had met in middle school. He was on the chubby side but I still had him as a friend because he was loyal and he told you the realist shit. I thought to myself.

He always made me laugh and I couldn't tell him a lie. As the years passed Darius got into shape. When we started high school he had all the female's on him. Darius was a nice chocolate color and he had dimples in both his cheeks.

He always kept his hair cut and he stayed on point.

He would have my cousin Jaylen go in the corner store and get him a black in mild so he could roll up his weed that he bought from the weed man that stayed around the way.

My cousin Jaylen had a crush on Darius, she was a little older that him by 2 years. He knew she had a crush on him and he use it to the best of his ability to use or get whatever she had to offer. While she had a crush on him he had a thing for me. He would say all the time , and not to just throw it in anyone's face. He'd say it with all honesty.

I wouldn't even lie to you and say that I wouldn't want him, I do but it's just that I don't want to mess up our friendship. I know very well that he's holding his peace with Ezra. He knows how complicated our little thing can get and that's why he disappeares and always gives Ezra the benefit of the doubt and then pop up from time to time just to see if he is treating me right. Even though I don't go with Ezra, he still assumes that we go together, but we just have a close friend relationship.

I had walked in my room to see Brandon still sleep. I started to dry off and put on my undergarments. After I put on my khaki colored shorts and a plain white shirt. I put on some socks and put on my all white forces. I put my hair into a bun and started to get Brandon up.