Lavish Boss

Chapter 18

Tiffany P.O.V

3 Months Later

Everything has been good. I am still a S.W.A.T officer and Carmen is still a Nurse's assistant. Jayceon and his boys have been coming here almost everyday to see the Kids. Of course Jayceon keeps trying too talk too me, but I deny it so I can forget that it all happened. I am only dealing with him for the sake of the kids.

Right now I am sitting at a booth in a café waiting for Jayceon too show up. After him asking me a million and one times, I finally gave in. He finally showed up, I fixed my strapless turquoise dress a little so I could feel like I look at least a little decent, then he plopping down on the cushion right in front of me.

"So wassup, what we need too talk about?" I said looking towards the window sounding annoyed.

"I wanna talk about us." He said pleading. I then immediately got up heading towards the door but he grabbed my wrist. "Please." He said with pleading eyes. I was hesitant for a minute, then I finally gave in. I sat down, sipping on my Latte.

"Talk." I said using hand gestures.

"Baby I'm sorry for everything I did. I was just desperate at the moment, and I needed something too at least keep my spirits up. I didn't play on it too be a continuous thing, and I really do apologize for bringing her out here. Now that I really think about it, yoo That was mad disrespectful. And I wouldn't know what too do if you did that too me. I am sorry, I want you. I love you, Carmen and them kids too the death of me. Carmen was just supposed too be a one time thing, but Now that I got a kid by here she is going too have to be there. And I know you don't gotta a problem with it. But you were my true ride or die, I miss that. I been at home for three fucking years hoping you were gonna come back, acting like a bitch, listening too bitch ass Niggas music and shit, Mike even call me a 'Bitch' now and I don't do shit or say shit about it now like I used too. Baby I am so sorry, I love you so much. I even moved out here. Baby come on, it will never happen again. I love you, you turned my life around and them kids are my world. I even wanted too kill my damn self because y'all weren't there and I couldn't see the birth of the twins or Cameron. I was really grieving and I deserved that ass beatening you gave me because it really taught me a lesson. Babe I am sorry." Jayceon said while a few tears dropped from his eyes holding my hand. I was starting too get teary eyed.

"You really did hurt me too the core. I was so damn broken, I couldn't move on because I was so mad at you. I even wanted too fucking set you on fire. I hate you for what you did too me. You fucked my life up, 4 kids by my damn self. And you got the nerve too do it while I pregnant. When the hell did you cheat on the first time with her?" I asked getting pissed. I couldn't get mad at Carmen because she didn't know.

"....your graduation day." He said looking down. I reached over the table and smacked him.

"My fucking graduation day! One of the most happiest days of my life you would do some foul shit like that too me! Screw you!" I yelled causing people too look at me.

"I-so" He started. But I got up from the table storming out of the café. I ran too my car with water works. I was trynna stop the tears because it has been so long but he really broke my heart. I got in on the drivers side, threw my purse in the passenger's side of my all black Bentley. I leaned my head on the steering wheel, letting it all out. Letting EVERYTHING out. My life is crazy, it couldn't get no better than living with my crack head mom. My life was a struggle, 4 fucking kids, bills, jobs and etc. My life was sad being that I was so fucking young. I am not even 22 yet, and I am going through the struggles of a fucking 30 year old.

I don't know if I could do this shit, I need a fucking break. I finally controlled my tears, starting the car and heading too only God Knows Where.