The Light Behind Your Eyes ✅ ( A Frerard Fanfic )

A Kiss and I Will Surrender

Frank and I ran onto the school bus and sat in our seat. This time he was sitting by the window, and I was near the aisle. When we were at Frank's stop his friends got on the bus and started talking to me.

"If you wan't Frank, you can have him, we don't need that shit anymore." Kalum said, turning to Bob and started to talk to him. I turned to Frank and he looked as if he was about to burst into tears.

"Frank, are you okay?" I asked him

"No, Those were my only other friends. I knew they never wanted me." He said.

"C'mon don't you cry" I said hugging him.

During the hug I heard a familiar voice yell "FAGS" I looked to see who it was while still hugging Frank and it was Bob. I told Bob to shut the fuck up, but in other words. He turned to Kalum and they were laughing pretty hard. When we got to school we got off the bus and went to our lockers. Music was our first class, the teacher took attendance and started going on about quarter, half and full notes. What was this, third grade? I sat in the corner until a small figure came over.

~Frank's POV~

I looked around for Gerard and he wasn't in this class. I started freaking out, thinking I was alone until I remembered to look at the back of the classroom. There was a couple pieces of hair sticking out from the various instrument cases so I decided to walk over there. I looked down at Gerard and I was regretting coming over, I didn't want to bother him but I wanted to be with him. No I wanted to be near him, yeah. I sat down next to him and looked at his sheet of paper.

But this time, I meant it, I'll let you know just how much you mean to me.

As snow falls, on desert sky, until the end of everything.

I'm trying, I'm trying to let you know how much you mean.

Gerard was actually really good at writing songs. He was really musical and I enjoyed reading the lyrics. Thats all I could read until I noticed he was looking at me.

"What?" I laughed.

"Your hair is doing it's own thing today" Gerard replied laughing and brushing the hair out of my face.

"Thanks" I said. I'm sure I was blushing, I could practically feel the heat rise onto my cheeks.

After Music ended it was art. More classes with Gerard. Yes! We both walked to art together and tried to navigate our way through the crowd. Normally I would be yelling something like "Beep, Beep coming through!" But I didn't feel like myself today. I felt different, not the happy Frank that was normally around, I felt a little sadder, but as long as I was with Gerard I was happy enough.

After school Gerard and I walked to the school bus.

"Hurry up Frank! The bus will leave without us!" Gerard yelled.

"Don't worry I only have like one more textbook to cram into my backpack." I replied.

Gerard and I sat on the bus and in our seat. He pulled out his notebook and continued on with the lyrics. I grabbed my iPod and started to listen to some music, the Misfits. When we were nearing my stop I turned to Gerard.

"Gerard, can I come to your house again today?" I asked. I saw a smile creep onto Gerard's face.

"Sure, Frankie" He replied. Frankie? No one has called me Frankie before, but I didn't exactly mind it.

When we reached Gerard's stop Mikey told us he was going to Ray's house.

"I never get to see my brother anymore. We used to be like this" Gerard said holding up his crossed fingers. I felt bad for him, but I remember last year when I was Mikey's age, all I wanted to do was hang out with friends. I still want to do that now though.

We walked into Gerard's house and dumped our backpacks, hoodies and shoes by the front door. Gerard and I grabbed a granola bar each and headed to his room. I had a lot of homework to do and Gerard did too so we started on that. Gerard finished way before me so he opened an coil-binded book. He was either writing or drawing. When I finished my homework it was around 6:45 and we hadn't had dinner yet.

"Gerard I'm hungry" I said, groaning and holding my stomach for emphasis. Gerard laughed at me. "Hey! Dying Frankie here!" I repeated which only made him laugh more

"Let's go get some food." Gerard finally said.

We crept to the kitchen and got some food that we brought back to Gerard's room. We put on a show and ate our supper in silence. We both finished our food about fifteen minutes in to the show we were watching. When the episode was over Gerard asked if I could stay over again and with the thumbs up he tossed me a pair of pyjamas which included batman pyjama pants and a plain white shirt. After I was done changing Gerard came back into the room and sat on the bed next me me.

"Ughh! Frank I swear your god damn hair will be the end of me!" Gerard said laughing, pushing my hair out of my face. I was killing myself laughing when Gerard's and my eyes locked.

I was staring into his hazel eyes for what seemed like forever until I finally leaned in and kissed his lips softly. He seemed surprised first but then he started moving more in sync. This kiss wasn't very intense, it was sweet and soft. As I pulled away I realized what I had done.

"I-I'm sorry" I said stuttering.

Gerard didn't reply instead he pulled me in to another kiss.