More than friends? 〈 Albertsstuff x Jake 〉(discontinued)

"If You Did Not Know..."

" Phoenix (or Scott) commited suicide last night because he was being bullied way too much. My name is Blake and I'll be here for a few moments to say some good memories of him, because he was a candle in my life, once it went out...my light dimmed.

<Memory 1>

I remember sitting next to him with a cup of tea in our hands, we were watching Spongebob and he was unusually quiet during the whole show, which wasn't like him. I asked him what was wrong and he simply told me that he had a fight with his boyfriend and everything wasn't fine, he was just shaken up.

I was worried so I asked him if he could tell me about the fight. He did of course and afterwards, my eyes were wide. Him and his boyfriend rarely fought and they had a pretty good relationship, even though it didn't seem like it.

We then went outside and I saw him looking at the sky, his eyes were sparkling like the sun, he looked...so happy. He was not happy inside, but it was good that he was trying to smile.

<Memory 2>

It was a bitter winter outside, yet, Phoenix still wanted to go outside. It was January 5th, 2017. I rolled my eyes and we ended up walking all the way to Wal-Mart and we looked around. I saw a nice bracelet and I bought it. I gave it to him on his 13th birthday because that's how much I cared about him.

He wore it everyday, and I bet he's still going to wear it, wherever he is now.

<Last Good Memory>

We were in the town that I live in now (which is called Vancouver Island) and we went to the little berry picking place. We were both wearing shorts and T-shirts. I was picking berries and I heard Phoenix scream 'A SPIDER! GET IT AWAY FROM ME' 

I laughed and pulled him away from the little creature and we paid for the berries, we bought frozen yogurt too. We ate it on the little bench while we were waiting for my mom.

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That's all the memories that I want to share. I hope my little cuddly angel is safe, wherever he is.

-Blake"