for a better tomorrow

chapter 1:the beginning

*man*

YOU DUM BITCH!! WHERE'S MY MONEY... the sound of a man yelling wakes me up out of my sleep...I slowly walk down the stairs to see my mom laying on the floor and a man standing over her. She looks at me crying. Blood covering her face. I didn't know what to do I was only 8 what could I do. he pulls out a gun and say's "WHERE'S MY MONEY BITCH ILL KILL YOU RIGHT NOW.

* my mom*

" I dont have any money. The men shoot her in the head. I ran to her lifeless body crying calling out to her. MOM PLEASE WAKE UP GET UP MOM. But she did move.

*30minz later*

There's a knock at the door. For some reason I couldnt move or say anything A police officer walks in and sees me covered in blood holding my mom's dead body. He try to move me I kicked and screamed. He grabs me and picks me up and put me in the back of his car. I cried the whole way to the police station. A lady walked up to me " hi my name is Ms.Johnson your mommy sent me to come get you." I looked at her she had really long hair pretty Brown eyes and her smile was so welcoming. She held her hand out to me. I grabbed it. She was talkin to me as we walked to her car.

*3weeks later*

Ms.Johnson took me to my uncle house he was only person that would take me in. My mom was addicted to drugs way be4 she gave birth to me. my dad was in jail. So I had to take what I could get. My uncle name was bill and he had a daughter. He adopted her which made me feel a whole lot better. He showed me where my room was and where to put my things. I layed on the bed and started to cry. I jumped up when I heard somebody come into my room. "What your name." The little girl said rolling her neck. I'm nia I said back looking her up and down. It felt lik a fire ball was growing inside me. "nia that a dum name why would your mom name you that is she dum or sumthn." Her calling my mom dum made tears flow from my eye instantly bitch your momma dum I said realizing what I said afterwards I knew if my mom never heard those words leave my mouth she would of killed me herself. but she wasn't here and the it made me feel better.

*little girl*

You can say bad words wat other ones you know. *NIA*

Yup I know lots of them like shit damn fuck bitch. *little girl*

You already said that one. We both looked at eachother

*nia*

so what you can't say bad words how many you know none! which means I know more than you. The room got quite.

*little girl*

Well my name is ronni i said trying to get her attention

*9:39*

everyone had finished eating and I was ready for bed. I had to share a room with ronni.

*3:00am*

I wake up to a wet feeling in between my legs. I thought I used it on myself I try to get up to go to the bathroom when something pushed me back on the bed I opened my eyes to a men hands in between my legs he covers my mouth so I couldn't scream. you better not scream I don't wanna fuck you... your to young for that I just wanna play with you im not gone hurt you but you better not scream. He said as he slowly moved his hand off my mouth. I cried not knowing what to do. I reached out to ronni. She was sleep she couldn't help me I was all lone...He finally stopped and left the room. I waiting for him to close the door before I woke up ronni.

*nia*

ronni ronni please wake up. I said crying and can hardly breathe.

* ronni*