for a better tomorrow

chapter 4

I was still lost. I mean I really didn't understand who would just give us money lik tht. But w.e we took the money so shit. Jojo didn't really tell us much. He just told us to be ready to go where ever and When ever. After we left we went to get sumthn to eat and went home.We changed and sat down and was watching tv. When I loked over ronni was giving me a lok and ik thiz bitch was Finna ask me 2 go do something wit her.

*ronni*

Mike text me and said one of his homies was having a big axx party and I wanted to go. But nia hates party she think there pointless. So I asked her anywayz. Nia u know I love u right? Ronni wtf u want now. We just got home plz don't start? she said Lokin mad. Ight lok ik how u feel about thiz but plz think about it be4 u say no. If itz a party ronni im not goin. Watz the point of goin to party thm kids be smelling lik pussy and axx lol hell no itz pointless to go. U can go if u want to but im not goin. Man nia plz just cum wit me. No ronni ain't shit u can say thtz gone make me wanna go she said laughing so ik if I said the right shit she was gone go. Niaa guess who gone be there.....tee'z gone be there. U know u wanna see him I was lying I just wanted her to go wit me. She gone be mad wen she don't see him there but ima just play it off lik I didn't know he was gone be there. She just loked at me and we both ran for the bathroom lol we always trying to see who get dress first. Nia fell running up the stairs lmao I had to stop just to laugh at her. But I took a shower first thiz time.

*nia*

Ronni said tee was going to be at thiz dum axx party so uk I was goin to be in tht thang lik whaa. She better not be lying just to get me 2 go or ima beat her axx. So after ronni 3 yrz in the shower I got in. I was playing music while I was in the shower tink treat me lik somebody had came on and I was singing along. I love me sum tink. I finally got out the shower and had 2 pick out sumthn to wear. I put on my left right shorts which where white with blue writing on it my favorite colors and a white half shirt wit blue writing on it and sum j'z. Ronni had on the same shit just her's was purple and white. We was Lokin to cute lol a lil ratchet but shit we knew we wasn't so we didn't give a fuck. We took the bus to mike house and I was thinking all thiz money thiz nigga gave us and we on foot patrol...Im getting a car 2moro fr fr. Ronni axx was smiling big just Lokin dum af. Sooo y is u smiling lik tht. How long is u gone keep fuckn thiz nigga wit no title. O Yea I didn't tell u huh we made it official 2day bitchhhhhhh thtz my nigga now ronni said Lokin to happy. Lol fr fr ronni all I could do was hug her. I was happy she finally got wat she wanted. We got to mike house and thy did sum shit I ever seen thm do be4 thy kissed I mean im sure thy kissed be4 but thiz was different. And thy was holding hands. I was shocked Ig it really is officially. We got in the car and as Mike was driving thy was smiling at eachother and still holding hands and shit. Thy was so cute my ronni finally had sumbody which made me feel a whole lot better. If sumthn was to happen to me ik she got sumbody to help her. As we pulled up to the party it was a lot of ppl sum where just sitting outside talkin and smoking, u could hear everybody tht was inside from outside. It made my stomach hurt I hate party's and I had a bad feeling about it. I think ronni could see it in my face the vibe I had about this party wasn't right. But we still got out the car and as we was walking up the girls tht was standing out side wit sum niggas was talkin shit under thy breath. But I was planning on having fun I mean I was already here now so shit might as well make the best of it. We walked in and the party it was jumping it was turnt tf up. But I got lost in the crowd. Sum dude started pulling me. So I worked him for a lil bit. Thn I went to lok for ronni. I couldn't find her. I was finna go outside and walk up the street to the gas station and get sumthn to drink. Till sum nigga grabbed me again I pulled my arm back. Thiz nigga pulled tf outta me and I was finna take off on him till I seen who it was. Oh watz up tee. Wyd here? he said Lokin at weird. Wym it's a party right so I came to turn up. I can tell by how u pulled yo arm away from me u ain't the party type. When tee said tht all I could do was lok at him dum cuz he was right I wanted to go home but I wasn't finna tell him tht. Shut up and walk wit me. I grabbed tee hand and we moved thru the crowd. We started walking to the store and tee was shooting on ppl tht was walking past us. Tee got sum pron star'z (lol itz a shot) and sum amsterdam. We both took a pron star thm lil shots ain't no joke. We got back to the party and was dancing. We was still taking shots and smoking which is sumthn I normally don't do but shit i wanted to have fun so w.e. Mike and ronni found us and thy was dancing next to us. Gone fuck it up ronni. Lol I love blowing ronni head up. But she was really fuckn it up. We was having fun till some dude bumped into me I wasn't really tripping but tee was getting mad so I kissed him. He went from 100 to 0 real quick. We kept dancing and shit as the party was goin me and ronni meet sum females which was weird shit thy was cool we had all eyes on us. Mike and tee stepped outside. So me and ronni was standing around dancing with eachother. But by time the next song came on we was done. We was already by a wall so we stop dancing and was standing on the wall. When lik 5 dudes came up to us and was talking to us. Me and ronni fit in better wit guyz anywayz thy alwayz treated us lik we was one of the bro'z. I mean thiz y we got in so many fights when was younger we was always the girls around the guys playing football wit thm and shit. We just wasn't girly. So thy was talkin to us and we talking back laughing cuz thy was on thiz one girl head I mean thy killed her off. The same girl walked up to us and said wtf me and ronni was Lokin at. We loked at eachother and started laughing. Girl lok at u for y tf honey plz u ain't even worth the time ronni told her she was ugly anywayz y tf would we wanna lok at her. one of the 3 girls tht was standing there wit me and ronni I think her name was diamond walked up on the girl and put her on blast. The girl walked way but she kept Lokin back at us. Diamond girl y u do her lik tht. I don't lik tht bitch at all she lucky I didn't slap the shit out her diamond said Lokin at the girl walk away. Tee and Mike came back and everybody was chilling on the wall talkin and having fun. Which made the bad feeling I had worst everything was going to gud the last time me and ronni went to a party we gotten into 2 by now. Idk wat was finna happen but I just couldn't shake thiz feeling. I was ready to go it was almost 4 in the morning ronni im ready to go. Me 2 I don't feel gud. As we was walking out the door the girls we meet ran after us and got our numbers. Thn the girl diamond put on blast. Started busting. Tee and Mike pushed me and ronni out the away.We fell, When the shots stop all I heard was ronni screaming she ran up 2 mike and was holding him it was a lot of blood. I grabbed ronni and told her she need to shut tf up and help me and tee get him in the car. We got mike in car. I sat in the back sit tryn to find where mike got shot at. Tee was driving ,Ronni was sitting in passenger sit still cryin. Tee told one of his workers to drive his car and follow behind us the girls got in tee car and sum niggas didn't too. I finally found where mike had got shot at it was in his shoulder thank god the bullet didn't hit any major arteries. I put pressure on it and told tee he needed to stop at a gas station or sumthn. Mike was drinking which means he was bleeding out a lot faster thn he should of been. Tee stopped at a gas station and asked me wat I needed. I told him to get alcohol, needle, thread ,and sum bandages. Tee ran in the store and came out and handed me the stuff. Hurry up and get us to Mike's house. We got to Mike house less thn 7 mins later. The dudes tht was in tees car hoped out and carried mike in the house. Everybody was just loked at me waiting for me to tell thm wat to do. I really didn't even know wat to do myself. Don't just lok at me. I need water, towels, and a pillow. I told ronni to put her Hand over Mike's mouth I didn't want anyone to call the johnny'z. Mike, tee ,and all the niggas tht was wit us was going go to jail fosho. I told Mike it was gone hurt. I poured the alcohol on it. I poured sum in a cup and put the needle in it. Sumbody get me a shirt. I Put the Shirt in his mouth. I told all the niggas to hold him down. I wanted to cry I felt bad but I couldn't cuz ik ronni would of lost it if I did. Mike!! Mike!! He was go in and out. Fuck I gotta do thiz quick I put my hand in it and found the bullet and I was tryn to pull it out my hand was the littlest so I had no choice but to put it out. I finally got it out. I took the needle and started sewing him up. When I got done I wrapped him up wit the bandages. He had passed out but he was still breathing. I went to the bathroom and saw all the blood I had on me. My hands was shaking. All I could do was sit on the floor and cry my friend basically my brother ronni boyf could of died 2 nite Shit he still can. I wasn't finna let anybody else I care about die like tht. The nite my mom died just kept playing over and over in my head and if I knew wat I know now thn I probably could of save her. Tee came in and put his hands around me and was holding me telling me not 2 cry if it wasn't for me Mike would of died. But I couldn't force on me I had to make sure ronni was ok.

*ronni*

The party was turnt as soon as we walked in. I lost Nia in the crowd but I knew she was gone be gud I asked mike if tee was gone cum and He said yea. I knew tee would find her. Me and mike was dancing. When thiz bitch grabbed mike hand and was tryn to get him 2 dance wit her. I almost slap thiz bitch. I pushed her and told her 2 back tf up be4 she gets beat tf up. She mean mugged me and walked away. By time we found nia she was dancing wit tee on the wall so we walked over and was dancing next to them. I could ce the girl and her crew dissing us but I was having to much fun. Nia and tee was already faded and I was tryn to get on thy level so I started drinking and smoking too. Sum girls came up to us and was talking to us thy was cool af one was named Diamond. she was brown skin and short, the other one was dark skin and tall named nae nae. And the last one was average high light skin and her name was bre. Tee and Mike stepped outside. Thn Lik 5 niggas walked up 2 us and had us rolling the was shooting on the girl who was tryn to dance wit Mike. She walked up 2 me and nia. Asking wat we was Lokin at. Me and nia loked at eachother and started laughing. Nia told her girl lok at u for y tf honey plz u ain't even worth the time I told her she was ugly anywayz y tf would we wanna lok at her. Be4 the girl could say anything. Diamond walked up and told her to get her bopping axx on and put the girl on blast. I was crying laughing. She walked away but she kept Lokin back at us But w.e. Me and nia was ready to go. When tee and mike had came back thy asked us if we was ready to go and we said yea. As we was walking out diamond, nae nae, and bre came out and got our numbers. Next thing I knew Mike pushed the shit out of me and thn I heard gun shots. I loked over and Mike was laying on the ground. Mike!! All I could do was scream my nigga had got shot nia brought me back down to earth real quick. I help her and tee put him in the car. Tee was mad af . Nia loked scared witch made me feel way worst thn wat I was. I should of just kept my mouth close damn it was all my fault. Nia told Tee to stop at a gas station to get sum things. By time we got to the gas station I zoned out. Ronni! Ronni! cum on... I got out the car. I couldn't move I was stuck. Nia was telling everybody wat 2 do. It was weird it was lik she had done thiz be4. Mike had passed out from the pain. Nia went in the bathroom Tee followed behind her. I went outside I needed time to think. less thn 20 mins later nia came outside u ready she asked. Ready for wat. Thiz bitch just shot yo nigga so we finna go blast her off the map the crazy part was nia was so serious. Ight im ready I got up and went in the room where mike was at changed and kissed him on the head. Nia and girls changed to. For us to have just met thm thy was down for the ride.

*nia*

Once I thought about my mom I got mad. So I went to find Ronni. She was sitting outside. I told her we had to blast this bitch cuz she shot mike. Ronni was down. We all changed and took one of Mike's cars we knew where Mike kept sum his guns. So we was gud. The girls was down too. Tee was tryn to stop me but all I could see was red I wanted thiz bitch head and so did ronni. We drove off wit tee standing outside. Nae knew where the bitch lived. We pulled up and she wasn't home yet we drove around for a min we saw thiz bitch walking thru a park. Nae pull over. Yall don't get out just watch out and keep the car running. Me and ronni hoped out. We walked up to her and took our hoods off. She took off running once she realized who we was. I shot at her I mixed the first two shots. But 3rd shot hit her in the leg. She fell and we ran to where she was at. Ronni do it shot this bitch ronni. She loked at me and just let off till the gun got jammed. We ran back to the car and drove back to mike house. The ride home was quite. Once we got to mike house me and ronni ran in Mike's room he still wasn't woke yet. Ronni didn't even care tht the blood was on her she layed down next to mike and cried. I walked out the room and sat down next 2 tee. Everybody Slept over tht nite.

*just me talkin*

Damn mike got shot. Ronni and Nia did sum really thug shit and blow tht bitch off the map. I wonder watz tee thinking about nia. Will mike make it thru? Y thy didn't just take him 2 a hospital? How did nia knew to do all tht?