Idolized

Chapter Twelve

Jimin💜: Y/N I really need to talk to you
You power off your phone and throw it off your bed. Seeing Jimin so angry scared you, but you regret running away. I should have talked to him. We could have worked this out. More tears roll down your cheeks as you fall asleep.

The alarm next to you goes off at 4:00am. Why do we have to get up so early? This is a little unnecessary. You frown to yourself remembering what happened yesterday, but choose to ignore it and focus on your debut performance, which was that night.
"Y/N is everything alright? You weren't at dinner last night." Kelly asks interrupting your thoughts.
"There was some drama between me, Jimin, and Yoongi, but it's fine now." You still told her half the truth.
"Oh ok." She turns away not knowing what to say.

Waiting outside our door is BTS. The other members rush ahead to say goodbye leaving you last. Slowly you make your way down the line. When you get to Jimin, who is conveniently last in the line, he pulls you into a tight hug.
"I'm so sorry for everything that happened yesterday. Yoongi hyung explained everything. I should have been there for you instead of being jealous."
His words bring a tear to your eyes because you could to tell he was genuinely sorry.
"We can talk about it later." You say walking away. Your heart hurt saying that to him, but you didn't want to deal with any drama while preparing for your debut.
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The next few weeks pass smoothly. Rehearsals during the day, performances at night. The busy schedule leaves you with very little time for anything except practicing. You're laying in bed one night, trying to fall asleep, when you hear your phone ping.
Jungkookie: Hey Y/N! How you been?
Y/N: Fine. Hbu?
Jungkookie: I'm good but I'm worried 'bout Jiminie
Y/N: What's wrong?
Jungkookie: Ever since you left, he's been overworking himself at practice. He also started eating less. He doesn't think he's good enough for you Y/N. You have to do something. We're all worried.
You have no clue how to respond. You're worried about Jimin but can't get back from your mini tour.
Y/N: Jimin is perfect. How could he even think that?
Jungkookie: I don't know. He really needs you.
Y/N: I'm really worried. The second I get back I'll talk to him.
Jungkookie: Good. He needs you Y/N
Blood starts pounding through your ears as you begin to panic. You never wanted to hurt Jimin, just take a break with him during your debut. You panic text him.
Y/N: Jimin WHAT IS GOING ON?
Jimin💜: What are you talking about?
Y/N: ARE YOU OK?
Jimin💜: I'm fine?
Y/N: Then why did Jungkook say your not eating and overworking yourself?
Jimin💜: Y/N don't worry about it, ok. I'm perfectly fine. I've just been working hard for you. Just focus on your debut tour.
Y/N: Jimin I'm worried
Jimin💜: It's ok
Y/N: I'm still worried about you. Please eat
Jimin💜: I'll be ok. I have to go. Goodnight
Y/N: Goodnight Jimin
Your still worried about him but have to push it out of your mind. Everything will be solved when you get back next week.
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A/N
Happy New Year! I'm thinking this is the second to last chapter of this book. I know it's a shortish story but I'm pretty happy for how my first fan fiction has gone.
Also, Promise has me dead. I love it so much. The meaning behind it had me crying. If you haven't listened to it, you really should cause it's actually amazing.
Thanks for reading,
@dream_kpop7