Perfectly Wrong (Chanyeol × Reader)

17. Say Something

YOUR P.O.V

We all stood there silently.
I know (bff/n) & Muskaan must be having so many questions in their mind right now. But I honestly don't even feel like explaining, I feel empty.

The silence is broken by the ringing of Muskaan's phone. I let out a huge sigh & walk to the drawing room leaving the two of them in the Kitchen.

Muskaan: "(Y/n) where's the earphone? I can't find it anywhere in your room."

(Y/n): "It's in my cupboard, check there."

It's been hours since Chanyeol went & I'm still not confronting my best friends & talking about the incident.

I understand why Chanyeol felt betrayed & broken. I understand why he stomped off like that. But what I don't understand is that how could everything happen so fast. Everything's ruined in the blink of an eye. Chanyeol wanted it to be a between us only, the whole idea of him was supposed to be a secret. He never wanted anyone to know about it until he tells anyone. It's hard for him to trust people. He never wanted people to know about it & think of it in a bad way. Why did this happen to us??

Actually, there's no one to blame but me. I literally let everything happen. I was the one who opened the door & let my friends in without warning Chanyeol. But he was in the bathroom and I thought it'd be his cab driver. I never imagined it to be my friends. But what else could I have done? Was there really a way to stop it from happening? Am I really the one to blame?

There's no point of thinking about it now. Everything's ruined & there's nothing I can do to make things better.

I kept sneaking glances at the huge clock in the living room. With each passing second, it felt like my heartbeat was increasing and so were the stress lines on my forehead. I was guilty, ashamed, and hurting. I was sitting slouched on the sofa in the dark when something gleamed on the other side of the room.

Confused, I switched on the light and went towards the sparkling ornament. Lying below the cabinet, was a locket. The locket which supposedly belonged to Chanyeol. My parting gift. I held it up in my shaking hands and touched it to my heart, the tears finally coming in, hot and heavy. People say, crying makes a person feel light. But I felt heavy with each tear. Each salty tear, dragging me down until I was weeping on the floor. I really didn't know why I was weeping, because Yeol had gone without a goodbye? Because I was feeling guilty? Or because of how I had shattered the good night we had spent yesterday?

I heard the door open but didn't dare to hold myself up.

"He can't look at your tears, you know that, right (y/n)." said (bff/n) in a soft voice. Her voice lacked the bubbliness it usually had; she sounded irritated.

"I don't know what was the reason for him to literally just stomp off? And I don't understand why the hell you are lying here? He will come back. I know it. It isn't a big deal (y/n)" she continued with her brows furrowed.

The easiest person who will understand you is always your best friend, they can complete your sentences. But I couldn't make her understand. My pain, and disappointment. So I silently gestured for her to leave me alone as a result of which, she sat on the floor, beside my legs and laid her head towards the cabinet closing her eyes.

"I am sorry (Y/n)" was the last thing she said before she went to sleep. "I am sorry Chanyeol" was the last thing I said, before I felt in a sleep of nightmares.

~Next Morning~

I woke up & found myself in the drawing room. My head felt dizzy & my hands were cold. I drag myself to the bathroom to get fresh & take a bath. When I return, I find (bff/n) & Muskaan sleeping soundly in the Guest Room.

"Well! I'm glad someone had a good sleep last night." I say to myself & close the door after me.

I walk in the kitchen & prepare myself coffee while scrolling past the notifications on my phone hoping to find a message from Chanyeol.

Sadly, there were none.

"Guess I deserved that." I let out a huge sigh

~Time lapse~

It's been a month but Chanyeol hasn't contacted me. To me, it feels like a lifetime but the pain & guilt hasn't gone yet. It's still there & making me crazy. I tried to text him & apologise.
He didn't even reply to my apology text. He just left me on seen.

{A/N: I wanna thank bexthexflow for helping me out so much. This chapter wouldn't have been possible without her. I wanna dedicate this chapter to her, she's also one of my best friends & an amazing human being. Thankyou so much for being the person you are. I love you!}