Perfectly Wrong (Chanyeol × Reader)

19. We never Know

               CHANYEOL'S   P.O.V.

I finally found myself in a place where I should be right now. I take a deep breathe & get myself together. I book a cab & finally leave for my destination.

There's a lot going on in my mind.
"I hope what I'm doing is right. It feels right to me though. I hope she'll be happy to see me." I mumble

I look outside the window and admire the view.
The cab stops & I get out of it.

"I'm finally here." I say to myself as I stand in front of a house. I take a view of it as I wonder what she'd be doing inside right now.

I remove the mask on my face as I walk towards the house. I think of pressing the bell but I notice the door was already open.

"Oh! That's unusual of her to leave the door unlocked. Well I hope everything's okay inside and there's no thief."

I make my way inside the house & I found a young man in there already. And the position in which he was.. well I didn't like it. They were too close to each other and when I say too close, I mean just an inch apart from kissing each other. I saw (y/n) standing against the wall on her back & a guy standing in front of me. His one hand was on the wall & another was holding (y/n)'s waist.

I froze at the sight of them. I never thought I'd get welcome to something like this. He was standing so god damn close to her. I wanted to punch him in the face & let him know where he belongs. I could feel my fist clenching.

Wait..
Why'd I do that though? Why do I feel so mad at him? I don't even know this guy but I can already sense we'd never be friends. He's nothing but trouble. Why am I so furious at the sight of them being close?? Him being so close to her? It's not like.. it's not like she's mine

I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't realise that the two of them were already looking at me. The room was filled with nothing but silence. They guy looked at me & he seemed to be pissed off

Chanyeol: "I..."

Before I could finish my sentence, the guy spoke up

Guy: "Dude! What the hell?"

I shifted my gaze from the guy to (y/n) so she could tell me what was going on? I wanted her to explain me the whole scenerio. Her face looked flushed, she wasn't happy. Was it because of me?? Was it because I walked into them in such a personal time? Or was it because of the guy? Who is he? I wanna know. And why were they in such a position? I wanna know.

I was trying to look for answers in her eyes but she stood there silently, just like the other day. I hate that look on her face. It's like she wants to tell me something but can't. What's stopping her? She stood there completely frozen just like I was at my place.

Chanyeol: "Sorry buddy! Wrong house"

I looked at (y/n) for the last time before leaving & she had tears in her eyes. I saw a tear drop down her cheek. I can't stand this anymore, I ran outside & put my mask on. I started strolling around the street.

A part of me wanted to go back at her place & stay. Why not? I'm her friend. And where else am I supposed to go now? But the other part remembered that guy with her & I never wanted to go back in there again.

Luckily I found a quiet park. I put the bag aside & got seated on a bench.

I started looking at the sky. It always made me feel calm. And now when I looked at it, all the thoughts started to gather in my mind.
I don't know what happened to me back there? Why did I feel so mad? Was I jealous??

I shaked my mind to blow off all these thoughts from my mind.

"It was nothing. I wasn't jealous. It's probably because she's my fan. And it was just my care for her. I'd have probably reacted the same way with any other fan. Probably? I guess. Well Yeah! It was just my care towards the fans. Nothing more, nothing less. I don't want my Eris to get hurt. Yup!  Nevermind. I don't know what caused my reaction back there. I'm just gonna stop thinking about it." I take a deep breath & close my eyes.