It's not going to be the same without her. I know that I was wanting to stay here longer, but not because of this. Every night I keep having a very bad dream of the accident. We had to go to the funeral home and get everything ready for the funeral tomorrow. I really don't want to go to, but I need to do this for my dad and me. Mostly for me. On our way back from the funeral home it was completely silent. Once we got home I went straight to my room and started to cry some more. I started to think about why did she have to go to the store. Why couldn't I just go with her? I cried some more until I fell asleep.
Today is the funeral. As I get ready I saw one of moms necklaces and I put it on. On our way to the funeral, it was so silent. Why won't dad talk? It's the worst feeling ever. We are the first one's her, so we take our place in the first row of seats. A few minutes later the rest of my family come. Some of my friends come as well. They find me and sit right next to me. Once it starts I feel my dad holding my hand so tight.
A while later, everyone has spoken. Now it is my turn. As I get up, my dad hugs me. I continue to walk my way up to the stand. I had to think about how I was going to start. I breathed in and said, " Thank you for all coming. I now know how much my mom was loved. I always knew that she was loved dearly by my dad and me. I feel like she is still with me, even today. I think that if she was here with us all today I think that she would say," Can someone say something already, you all know how much I dislike quite." They all laugh mixed in with crying. I look around and start to say, " I know how much we love her and that we will all miss her." I start crying, my dad comes up there and gets me and sits me down and tells me," Everything is going to be alright pumpkin." I just kept on crying though. I am going to miss mom, so much. I fell asleep which felt like a second, but it was hours. Everyone has left and I didn't realize it.
It's not going to be the same without her. I know that I was wanting to stay here longer, but not because of this. Every night I keep having a very bad dream of the accident. We had to go to the funeral home and get everything ready for the funeral tomorrow. I really don't want to go to, but I need to do this for my dad and me. Mostly for me. On our way back from the funeral home it was completely silent. Once we got home I went straight to my room and started to cry some more. I started to think about why did she have to go to the store. Why couldn't I just go with her? I cried some more until I fell asleep.
Today is the funeral. As I get ready I saw one of moms necklaces and I put it on. On our way to the funeral, it was so silent. Why won't dad talk? It's the worst feeling ever. We are the first one's her, so we take our place in the first row of seats. A few minutes later the rest of my family come. Some of my friends come as well. They find me and sit right next to me. Once it starts I feel my dad holding my hand so tight.
A while later, everyone has spoken. Now it is my turn. As I get up, my dad hugs me. I continue to walk my way up to the stand. I had to think about how I was going to start. I breathed in and said, " Thank you for all coming. I now know how much my mom was loved. I always knew that she was loved dearly by my dad and me. I feel like she is still with me, even today. I think that if she was here with us all today I think that she would say," Can someone say something already, you all know how much I dislike quite." They all laugh mixed in with crying. I look around and start to say, " I know how much we love her and that we will all miss her." I start crying, my dad comes up there and gets me and sits me down and tells me," Everything is going to be alright pumpkin." I just kept on crying though. I am going to miss mom, so much. I fell asleep which felt like a second, but it was hours. Everyone has left and I didn't realize it.
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The Travelling School Girl Book 1
FantasyLola has moved all of her life. She is used to saying goodbye to all of her friends at school, but what if this time is different. Her family moves a lot. She tries to talk to her parents, but they don't listen at all. She keeps on wishing that one...
