𝓜𝔂 𝓢𝓮𝓴𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓲 // BLACKPINK X READER X TWICE

Chapter 19

A/N
They are dating at the time I made this chapter. Kai and Jennie. this is really just a bullshit chapter. You don't really have to read this one. It doesn't really go with the story line. :)

Y/N POV

I lay in my bed surrounded by everyone, but my eyes were glued to the screen of my phone.

"Jennie and Kai confirmed to be in a loving relationship."

"They have good feelings towards each other."

"They look like such a hot couple. Power couple!"

I turn off my phone screen and start thinking hard about the situation.

'Why is she with me then?'

I cover my face with the blanket covers and feel arms wrap around my waist from behind. And out of everyone, it could have been out of the 13 girls. It was Jennie.

'Do I take her hands off or what?!'

I gently place my hands on hers and try to pull her arms away from my body.

"You okay?" Her voice says as she put her head on the crook of my neck.

"Jennie you shouldn't do this." I say baring the skinship between us right now.

"You read it, didn't you..." She says making my heart ache a little from her words. I wanted to forget I even read it. my hands rested on her arms as they held me dearly.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I say still not facing the girl hugging me. She stays silent for a second before squeezing me tighter.

"I-I was scared." She says grabbing onto my pajamas hard.

"Y/N... you know, the first time we met wasn't the first time I met you..." She says not stuttering on a single word. We were silent once more the only thing that was heard was the soft snores of the other girls.

"Why should I know that-" "You were my first love before this whole Sekirei shit." She says cutting me off making me get caught off guard.

"Then why did you get with Kai?" I ask her.

"I wanted to feel loved Y/N. I could never get to you because you were so high up in the hierarchy, but Kai went up to me. I thought he would be a person for me to love but it wasn't the same as you." She says making me a little emotional. I didn't know what to feel about the situation. Do I feel relieved? Am I supposed to be happy?

"But now the whole media knows. What are you going to do about it?" I was cuddled by the possessive Lisa though she was in her sleep. The tall girl cuddled in my chest as a smile slowly creeps on her face. I put my arms around the girls head as she buries her head in my chest.

"I-I don't want to hurt the man..." Jennie says trailing off on her words. I sigh as I stroke Lisa's head.

"Do what you feel is right. I won't stop you from being with... him." I say closing my eyes. Jennie shuffled around on the bed before hugging me and Lisa together.

"No. I like where I am right now." She whispers in my ear. I don't know why but my heart felt warm. Not just because Jennie was happy, but also I loved that I had them... all of them.

~Time Skip~

I woke up to no one on the bed and it was just me. By myself. Hugging a damn pillow that Lisa replaced. I looked at my phone and my eyes go wide.