Sister squad

What are we (short chapter)

Ana's POV

I stayed home for the last 2 days wondering what me and Grayson are now. We never said we are dating, we never said if we're still friends, if we're are a thing, we haven't talked about it, kinda don't want to, but I need to.

I was watching the office, without Grayson, felt weird.

My phone dinged. Please be not Grayson, that's a first.

New message from Grayson:
Hey, can we talk?

Shit. Why am I avoiding this, I want this but I'm scared and I don't know why. I'm such a pussy.

Me: yeah, my house or your house

Grayson: your house
Grayson: I'll be there in 20

Me: okay.

Why am I nervous, it's Grayson, my best friend, that I kissed, I mean I kissed him, he didn't kiss me. He probably didn't like it, what if he didn't. My own thoughts were slowly killing me. 

Sooner or later their was a knock on the door, and I had to face it. I had to be ready for whatever Grayson is gonna say.

I took a deep breath, and opened the front door. Grayson had sweat pants and a hoodie.

He looked up and saw me. I immediately got the same stupid butterflies in my stomach when I saw him.

I smiled and could simply say "hey"

He smiled. "Hey"

"Um, come in"

Why am I being so awkward.

"Thanks" he said and walked in.

"How have you been." I Said

I saw him two days ago, what the fuck is wrong with me. 

"Good, good sense you kissed me" he said and smiled

I smiled and turned a light pink. God damnit. The tension between was extremely high.

"Was it good" I asked, but I wanted that to be a inside thought.

My mind is literally screaming at me and it's saying : WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY YOU DUMB BITCH

"Yeah, it actually was, really good" he said

It went quiet, the only thing I could hear is my mind yelling at me.

"Grayson, what are we." I Said

"Whatever you want us to be, I want to be your boyfriend, but I don't know if you want to be my girlfriend" he said quickly.

"I want to be your girlfriend, but what about the fans" I Said

"Don't care what the fans say, you make me happy and I hope I make you happy" he said walking closer to me.

"You make me happy" I Said "the last two days alone has been weird, without you"

"Me too" he said

A small smile creeped on my face.

"Ana, will you be my girlfriend" he said being only a inches away from my feet.

"Grayson, I would be honored" I Said and smiled

He chuckled and pulled me into a hug, I hugged him back.

We let go.

The tension was still there, the tension of a kiss.

"Fuck it" he said and kissed me.

I kissed back.

We soon detached our lips.

"You finally kissed me." I Said

He chuckled and rested his head on my forehead.

"Wanna watch the office" I said

He chuckled and smiled

"Yes, I do" he said

I smiled and we went upstairs to me room and watched the office. It was a good day.

Thought it would be worse but it went perfect.