Sister squad

Myself

After living in with my parents for two weeks, I finally bought a apartment for myself. It's two bedroom for whenever my family comes visit or someone visits.

I said goodbye to my family and left back to Los Angeles. Fans have been suspicious of why has been going on sense I have not been posting about Grayson and I.

But it's back to when I first moved to Los Angeles. I have a inflatable bed, a bit food. I need to buy so much things. But first, I want my clothes back.

I drove to Emma's house, somewhere I didn't want to be. I knocked on the door to reveal a messy Emma. Her eyes were bloodshot, she had sweats on, it's summer. She looked at me.

"Ana?" She Said as if it were too good to be true

"I came for my clothes"

"Yeah, uh here pass" She said opening the door wider. The thing that pissed me off is that I chose this house and now she is living in it. She still hasn't unpacked stuff. I was worried about her, but made sure not to show it.

"Let me help"

"No, I think you have done enough"

She stopped and left my room.

I packed all my remainder of stuff. My bed sheets, my mirror, my bathroom stuff. My medicines, everything that was mine I'm taking with. Including the food.

She didn't stop me from taking what I needed.

"I'll be back for my furniture, of my room and the stuff I bought the of living room"

"Yeah,"

I headed for the door

"Ana, I'm sorry I really am"

"Don't sweat it. Shit happens. Also, that's my hoodie" 

She looked down to it. "Yeah," she took it off, she had a shirt under. "Have it, I kinda took it from you, but please have it"

"Thank you"

I left. That was awkward and I hated it. The only thing is I don't want to come back and see Grayson there. I don't even know if they are together. The entire day it was me and some moving guys helping me take out my room stuff and one couch from upstairs. Emma watched quietly. I was left alone with Emma.

"Emma, are you and Grayson dating"

I needed to know.

She sighed. "No."

I nodded, that's what hurt more, they weren't even together, they just wanted to fuck.

"But Ana I swear it was only that time"

"Emma stop lying to me, Ethan caught you guys too, wonder how much more times his dick has been up your ass"

She seemed shocked by my words, she was gonna argue, she couldn't, I was correct. They ah e fucked more then twice. Whores. I shook my head and left.

"Thanks guys"

"No problem." The moving guys said.

I gave them tip, as I already payed for their services with the company. They thanked me and left.

"Ugh I don't feel like doing this" I Said to myself

Everything was already in the apartment, but I wanted to move it to fit my liking.

I called my only friend. Ethan.

David tried to text me and find out what happened, but I didn't tell him, maybe later. I trusted him, he was a softy but maybe not tell him right now. Toddy, Scott, Zane, Alex, Kristen, Erin, Liza, Jason, Trisha, Carlie, and Matt have been good friends but we aren't so close. Some people say I am apart of the vlog squad, I'm really not, I'm just there.

"Hello?" Said ethan from the other line

"Hey Ethan, I came back from Francisco, can you come help me move some furniture"

"Yeah sure, what's your address"

"I'll send it to you"

"Okay bye"

"Bye"

20 minutes later I heard a knock at the door. Ethan. I smiled slightly and opened the door. Ethan smiled and hugged me.

"Hey, how have you been"

"I have been okay, you"

"Eh."

"Wait let me see your apartment"

"You're seeing it right now"

"Okay Ana, just let-" he didn't finished the sentence he just walked around the apartment.
"This is really nice"

"Thank you, can you help me, moving stuff please"

"Yeah. I'll help you unpack"

"Alright I want to move that over there, and we need to go buy some stuff"

"Okay"

We started to work as we talked as we moved stuff.

"How has Grayson been"

He sighed. "He only comes out of his room to film and edit."

"That's it"

"Yeah, and sometimes we talk"

I shook my head, I was worried about him, but I just didn't want to see him.

"He's asked me about you"

"What did you tell him"

"That I didn't know"

I nodded my head.

"Alright, let's go to Ikea"

He nodded. The serious moment soon turned happier as we were being idiots at Ikea. I missed this. I missed hanging out with Ethan. Once I started dating Grayson and Ethan started to date Emma, we kinda stopped hanging out with each other as much. It was sad but I was to distracted by Grayson, and loving him.

I ended up buying some food stuff, I bought a small table to eat and we bought food from target.

"Two trips are for losers" Said Ethan as we tried carrying everything from my car. 10 plastic bangs in each hand and carrying useless things I will forget about in two weeks.

Ethan was very kind with helping me move in.

"Do you want some food"

"Ana you just bought it"

"Yeah, Do you want some food"

"No thank you"

"Well that's too bad because I'm making food and you're eating it"

He chuckled and I made sandwiches for us, not a big meal but it's something.

"Ethan, thank you for helping me,"

"Anytime shorty" he said

I hugged him.

"Are you sure, you're okay"

"I'm definitely not okay" I Said

He sighed and hugged me a bit tighter.

"Hey, we will get through this. We both got cheated on. We got this" he said

I smiled. "Pound it"

He gave me a fist pound and left. I smiled and locked my door. Bed time. It was lonely. Very lonely. On business trips I would be with a friend or my manager that I absolute love so much. I was alone, in the apartment. I felt a tear leave my eye. I wiped it as I felt another. I missed Grayson, but i am never getting back together with him. Once a cheater always a cheater. But it's okay to be sad. It's okay to cry. Cry a river and get over it. That's what I did. I cried, and I cried. I stopped, whipped my tears. All the pain got out. I'll be okay. I'll be alright. I'll be smiling soon without faking it. I got this.