I loved you

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I got to Emma and I's house, I haven't been here in a while, Emma and I moved in three months ago, I told her before I left for my business trip to unpack, she didn't listen, now the house is ecoy. I haven't been to my mother's house in a while as well. I miss Emily, and max. Emily is in the fourth grade now, and she is doing good, she has a lot of friends, and a phone, hello mom and dad, I got my first phone when I was 13, what is this injustice.

I heard Emma's bed frame bang gently against the wall, making my house have a eco. I shook my head in disgust, Ethan really getting it down in there. I acted like if I were to throw up. I texted Grayson.

Me: babe, can I come over, Ethan is fucking Emma

I heard a ding upstairs.

Me: wait are you here

Another ding

The banging stopped and there was a shuffle. What the fuck is going on. I ran up the stairs, went into my room.

Me: are you here Grayson

The ding went off again, this time I heard Emma whisper loudly "shit" sense our house was empty.

"Grayson, are you here" I Said out loud and opened Emma's door. I wasn't prepared for what was in front of me.

Emma struggling to put her jeans on and Grayson pulling his shirt on. I felt my heart break slightly.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON" I Yelled

"Ana, it's not as bad as it looks, she was helpi-"

"GRAYSON, WHY THE FUCK IS EMMA TOPLESS, HER BRA IS OVER THERE, YOUR HAIR IS MESSY, I FUCKING HEARD BANGING ON THE WALL" I yelled becoming emotional as I am screaming at him.

"Ana, I-"

My back hand hit Grayson's face hard as he tried to touch me. He rubbed his check and looked at me shocked.

"BITCH, don't even dare to touch me."

I looked at emma, she had her bra on. My best friend, my best friend from the first day of first grade. I have helped her through everything, and she pulls this shit on me.

"Ana, I'm sorry, I-"

"Shut up Emma, you're a bitch, are you serious, we have been friends sense grade school, GRADE SCHOOL, and you hook up with the love of my life, you're a fucking monster."

"Ana, please forgive me"

"Grayson, I don't forgive you, we are done if that isn't clear, Emma, I'm moving out, I can't live with a fake ass friend. Grayson stay far away from me, I don't want you two in my life" I yelled going downstairs, Grayson following me

"Ana, please don't do this, I love you please"

"Grayson, don't you think i love you too, don't you think that I want to fucking marry you, let you have my kids, but you threw it away, are you serious, and with my best friend. Any other bitch, and you had to choose her"

He didn't say anything, he played with his fingers, the promise ring I gave him.

"You know what, here, have you're stupid promise ring, give it to Emma, seems like she ENJOYS HAVE A FUCKING DICK IN HER MOUTH!" I Yelled loud enough for she can hear me. I threw Grayson my ring, grabbed my bag and left, Grayson didn't bother to follow me.

I love him, I love her. I loved both of them. They were my best friends, my ride or dies, but they threw me out the bus and ran me over with it. I need to leave this place. I only had my computer, camera, phone, car, car keys, my suit case, money and my credit card. My only safe place, my happy place. Home.

I drove to Ethan's house, he had nothing to do with Emma cheating, he was the one cheated on, he is my only true and loyal best friend other then James, But me and James don't talk as often, sense his makeup products have been doing very well, for two years straight.

I knocked on the door. Ethan had sad eyes.

"Hey Ethan, this is just something quick, I'm leaving Los Angeles, for a while, I wanted to say bye"

"Did you find out" he said

I sighed.

"Unfortunately yes, but you're still my best friend right"

"Always shorty" he said

I smiled and hugged him.

"If you need anything, I'm always gonna be here for you." He kissed my head, not romantically, just a friendly kiss.

"Thank you, Ethan, I'm sorry as well for Emma"

"It happens, now I have someone toxic out of my life"

"That makes two of us."

He smiled

"Pound it"

I smiled and did a fist bump with Ethan. I got in my car and drove off to James' house.

I knocked on the door.

"OH MY GOD! Hi! I haven't seen you in forever" Said James hugging me tight

"Oh my god, hi, I missed you too"

"Who is it" Said Ian,

"Ian!" I Yelled

"Oh my gosh, mom!" He said hugging me

"How are you doing, my son"

He chuckled, "I'm doing great"

I smiled.

"What makes you stop by"

"Oh, yeah, I was going to say formally goodbye, I'm leaving Los Angeles again" I Said

"What really why"

"Ask Ethan, he will tell you why" I Said

"Is it bad"

"Grayson he, uh, he cheated on me" I Said feeling my emotions coming to surface, something about James' hug after my sentence, the entire hour of me holding it together completely crashed, I turned into a mess in literally 0.0005 seconds.

"What a bitch," said Ian

"With who"

I wiped my tears, just for more to come down my cheek, as I remembered my "best friend"

"Emma" I Said, I felt every part of my heart breaking, even if it was a hour ago, my heart is completely breaking, I'm late on my emotions, I also have a big pride that I don't cry in front of boys. No matter what, never cry in front of boys, you seem weak, some times I swallow my pride.

Ian pulled me into a hug.

"He a stupid bitch that's for sure." He said

"Thank you Ian, but I loved that stupid bitch"

He hugged me tighter, I stayed awhile with James until it was time to go. James hugged me goodbye and Ian did too. I headed to the airport. The plane to Francisco, my mother already knew I was coming home, I never told her why, this is gonna be fun to tell her. She loves Grayson, and so did my entire family.

How could I be so stupid and blind. Love blinds you, and how the fuck are we gonna tell our fans that we aren't together without tearing one of us down.

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