Passing by.

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Time skip to two weeks later,  

(Franks p.o.v)

Gerard and I are both outside today, it's my favorite weather, 

muggy

Cloudy 

And wet. 

It was perfect. 

Gerard and I sat under a tree I sat in between his legs with my back to his chest. He had his arms around me. It how honestly perfect, well, as perfect as you can get when your in fucking prison. It was almost around lunch time.

I grab Gerard's hand and pull him inside with me. He stays close behind me out fingers still laced together. 

"Oh look at the faggots!" Someone yells. 

Gerard and I just ignore whoever it was and get out food. 

We sit down across from each other, we intertwine our fingers again. 

"How are you feeling?" Gerard asks snapping me out of my trace. 

" huh?"

" I asked if you were okay?"

" oh!, well I mean, I've got you but you know, jail sucks balls..."  I say playing with my food.

" I get that, has Mikey been back, in any way?" 

" he verbally assulted me and hit me twice in the bathroom, that's why I came back with bruises and marks....that was Mikey, but it's alright, I promise" I say seeing Gerard's face become infuriated as he clenched his spoon. I rubbed his hand and told him to calm down.

"Gee please calm down, I don't need anymore attention!" I beg him. 

Gerard yanks his hand away and jumps up. I leave my tray at the table and jump up running after him. He ran from the cafeteria to Mikey's cell. Gerard pinned his brother and repeatedly punched him in the gut.

"Gerard stop it! Gee! Fucking stop you imbecile! Damn it GERARD!" I scream trying to pull him off Mikey.

Gerard let go of his brother, kicking him, over and over again. 

" Gerard stop it please! Please you're scaring me!" I yell. 

Gerard stops instantly. He turns to look at me, filled with anger. 

" I'm sorry baby.."  Gee says still angry. 

" let's go back to the cell....please...." I beg. 

" fine..." He gee says grimacing at his brother. 

" you are disgusting!" Gee spits at his brother, before walking away. We walk back to the cell, greard pushes me against the wall, kissing me roughly. Pinning my wrists to the wall. I Kiss back.  

"Mine" he growls

"Yours"

Gerard roughly kisses me neck and u whimper.

"Gee, Not now, you're mad, no" I breathe out nervously. 

"Alright, I'm sorry" he says letting go of my wrists. 

I hug him and we sit down on my bunk. He gets out his sketch book and I get out a book to read, we lay down and I snuggle against him while reading. 

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I guess I had fell asleep while reading because I opened my eyes and things looked different. I looked over to see gee sleeping next to me. I snuggled into him. Today the guards have left us alone really. They do there patrols but nothing has really happened. So i'm happy  for that.  

Lunch was  around 2: 30 and I don't know how long i've been asleep, but it was getting dark outside, I could see though the bars in my window. 

Gee rolled over and I rolled with him. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me close to him. I fell back asleep this time knowing so .

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"WAKE UP! " A guard yelled at the two of us while banging on our cell bars. Gerard and I bolted up and stood up with our hands at our sides. 

" Dinner time, let's go" the gaurd said again. 

Gerard and I walked to the cafeteria together, we laced our fingers together once the guard was gone. I got mashed potato's and salad for my dinner, I really was that hungry, plus I'm a vegetarian. Gee got mashed potato's and some soup. We ate  together, our hands together the whole time. Almost all the inmates were with someone, either inside jail or outside. The guards knew, they didn't care, but they were still strict about PDA ( public display of affection)  Which I do and don't get. But it's whatever. 

they said soon I might be moved to a meantal institution if I have good behavior. Because I'm still, and I quote ' highly dangerous to myself and others' when that's total bullshit. I've been clean since two weeks before I came into this hell whole. So almost a month. I got into one, ONE verbal fight in here and apparently I'm dangerous! What the fuck! But  and I quote again 'they know best'. 

"You okay Frankie? " Gerard asked looking at me.

" yeah I'm fine, I just spaced out" I said looking down.

 He nodded in response. 

We stood up and dumped out food then we went back to our cell. Dinner is around 8 I think we were only asleep for a like two hours, so it had to be around 9 right now. 

I curled up with Gee as he sang the song I was workin on, oh! I also finished that song. 

Song

These are the eyes and the lies of the taken
These are their hearts but their hearts don't beat like ours
They burn 'cause they are all afraid
For every one of us, there's an army of them

But you'll never fight alone

'Cause I wanted you to know

That the world is ugly
But you're beautiful to me
Well are you thinking of me now (now)

These are the nights and the lights that we fade in
These are the words but the words aren't coming out
They burn 'cause they are hard to say
For every failing sun, there's a morning after
Though I'm empty when you go

I just wanted you to knowThat the world is ugly
But you're beautiful to me
Are you thinking of me
Like I'm thinking of you
I would say I'm sorry, though
Though I really need to go
I just wanted you to know

I wanted you to know
I wanted you to know

I'm thinking of you every night, every dayThese are the eyes and the lies of the taken
These are their hearts but their hearts don't beat like ours
They burn 'cause they are all afraid
When mine beats twice as hard

'Cause the world is ugly
But you're beautiful to me
Are you thinking of me
Like I'm thinking of you
I would say I'm sorry, though
Though I really need to go
I just wanted you to know
That the world is ugly (I just wanted you to know)
But you're beautiful to me (I just wanted you to know)
Are you thinking of me

Stop your crying, helpless feeling
Dry your eyes and start believing
There's one thing they'll never take from you(And then your face, will be lost forever, we'll never be the same
Like ghosts in the snow
Like ghosts in the sun)

Song over. 

Gee sang us both to sleep, I curled up with him, hugging him tightly. I'm so emotionally drained toady, I don't know  why. 

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Hey guys! I hope this chapter wasn't to short for you all . I hope you'll sick with it and not give up on me. Sorry for a late update  thank you for reading this. Love you guys already. 🖤❤️

🏳️‍🌈Alex Dawn🏳️‍🌈

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