I jolted awake at 5:30 AM, feeling unusually cozy and warm. Blinking into the dim light of the early morning, I realized with a start that I was nestled in Jungkook's bed instead of the floor where I'd fallen asleep. Had he moved me while I was in a deep slumber? It's not unusual for me to fall asleep quickly, especially after a long day like yesterday.
Confused but grateful, I carefully extricated myself from the bed and tiptoed around the room to avoid waking him. I completed my morning routine with practiced efficiency: brushing my teeth, washing my face, and preparing for the day ahead. Jungkook remained blissfully asleep, probably exhausted from his late-night adventure in Hongdae.
I headed to the kitchen, which was still a bit sparse on groceries. With what little I had, I prepared a simple breakfast of toast, scrambled eggs, and baked beans. As I cooked, I made a mental note to restock the pantry and fridge. The house felt quiet, and I enjoyed the calm before the day's bustle.
By 7 AM, I made my way to the Big Hit building, nerves and excitement bubbling within me. The sleek, modern structure loomed ahead, a symbol of the incredible journey I was embarking on. Each step I took towards the building felt like a step further into a new, uncharted territory.
Today marked the beginning of my official training. I wondered what this transformation from a passionate YouTuber to an artist under one of the biggest entertainment companies in the world would entail. Would the challenges be as demanding as I imagined? How would I adjust to this new environment and its pressures?
As I entered the building, I took a deep breath, ready to embrace the unknown and eager to make the most of every opportunity that came my way. This was the start of a significant chapter in my life, and I was determined to face it head-on with enthusiasm and dedication.
Time skip...
Dance class was brutal today. Every move felt forced, awkward, and out of sync. I could barely recognize my own body as I tried to follow the fast-paced choreography. I was no stranger to ballet and contemporary, but these new dance genres were an entirely different challenge. It had been so long since I'd last danced, and now I felt completely out of sync. This was only my first class, but still... I expected better from myself.
As I stood there, catching my breath, I couldn't shake the sinking feeling in my chest. My self-esteem plummeted. I started to wonder if I could really do this.
Feeling deflated, I grabbed my bag and made my way out of the building, lost in thought. As I turned the corner, I nearly bumped into J-Hope—someone I truly admire for his impeccable dance skills. Just seeing him reminded me of how far I still had to go.
He immediately noticed my expression and gave me one of his trademark warm smiles.
"Miya-shii, gwenchana?" His voice was soft, yet filled with genuine care. He tilted his head slightly, eyebrows raised in a playful yet concerned expression.
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